How come when it comes to loving someone, i always lose? I can catch up with academics, sports, poetry and essay writings, contest, singing, dancing and others but really, i'm not really good in loving people, well, not really people. I meant guys.

Yeah, yeah, i know. Love is insane. But what can i do? I really insane especially when i get to see him! gosh. I feel stupid. I suppose i need a psychologist! hahaha! tata for now!

how to heal my breaking heart?

I feel so stupid knowing that the person i truly love can't love me back the way i love him. Eversince the day I realized that i am truly loving him, i can't stop my self from thinking of him. Sometimes, my friends call me foolish for i am not blind to the fact that i'm just any other girl out there yet, i continue to admire him from a distant. Even i know how much it hurts, i'm ready to drink it all in, just to satisfy my hearts yearning.