Raining

When things go wrong, the first thing I ask my self is "Why?".

For some reason, I find solace in the possibility of figuring out what went wrong or if I can still do something to make things better (if not right). And I'm sure that its not just me.

Everybody's searching for answers and possibilities for different reasons.

I had been asking my self questions for quite some time now and I don't seem to find any answer. Yes, it helps ease the burden as I acknowledge the fact that I am indeed confused, scared and uncertain about certain things right. But still, the need for answers lingers. In the mean time, I can just bury thoughts and think of other things but no matter how I try, trivial things can't erase the unpleasant feelings.

In the end, I still remember.

The most difficult circumstances are the ones that involve other people. For me, it is very difficult not to consider the feelings of the people involved in the situation. I don't know, it's the way my mind and heart operates. My movements are limited because I don't want to rub in the hurt or pain people are feeling. And in order to do that, they ask for time.

I just can't say no.

As people often ask for time (meaning I have to keep my distance for awhile), I just agree even if saying yes simply breaks my heart. It hurts for I fear that they'll forget the reason thus, including the answers I'm looking for.

For now, I give you the time you're aasking for. But I need your assurance that when you have finally got a better grasp of things, you won't forget the answers I am waiting for.

Until then, I'll be here. Waiting

Minna no Kimochi

:)*originally posted at Seeing Blind Spot

Taken from Lea-chan :D The experience was super funny and relaxing. I really needed a good laugh these days.


RULES:
1. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag at least 10 friends (make me #11 so I can see your results).
5. Everyone has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
"The Way I Are" by Timbaland featuring Keri Hilson

Baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me. I guess that's how it works. :D

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"Fukai Mori (Deep Forest)" by Do as Inifinity

We live our lives wandering to the ends of the earth, closing off the way back, we walk on for eternity. It was one of the ending theme songs of InuYasha that I super loved. I like this part of the song, well technically, this translated part of the song.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Genie in a Bottle" by Christina Aguilera

I don't get why. Not a part of it. A guy who'll give me what I want? so lost...

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Feedback" by Janet Jackson

Never in my life will I ever talk like this. SCARY!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"Give it to Me" by Nelly Furtado featuring Timbaland and Justin Timberlake

Uhm. Demanding?

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
"Bubbly" by Colbie Calliat

Bull's eye. Amazing. From the title itself. :- Need I say more? Bow.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Since You've been Gone" by Kelly Clarkson

Oh NO! I love my friends! This is so wrong.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Pon de Replay" by Rihanna

My parents don't even know this song! Hahaha!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"I Like that You Can't Take That Away from Me" from Take the Lead

Clueless again. I think about dancing all the time?

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
"Only Hope" by Mandy Moore

Depending on what this question meant, I can have a guess. But right now, I can't think of any.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"Fergalicious" by Fergie

Now that's funny! I don't have a best friend right now but I have a few super close friends. So they are fergalicious? LOL :

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Your Guardian Angel" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. Now that's nice... I like it.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"Bartender" by T-pain featuring Akon

Funny! Literal answer. Good job. But no, I don't want to be a bartender.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"You and Me" by Lifehouse

And it's you and me and all other people and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you. True. Enough said.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Ever Ever After" by Carrie Underwood

Super cute song! And yep, I do believe in happy endings. ;)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Push Up on Me" by Rihanna

o.O No idea. I die then this is the song? Party on my funeral then?

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"Taking Over Me" by Evanescence

I never stop believing in people. Maybe that's my hobby. :)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"Wind It Up" by Gwen Stefani

I know he thinks you're fine and stuff But does he know how to wind you up? LOL

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Where Ever You Will Go" by the Calling

If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go. Maybe that's true. Maybe I would.

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
"Where is the Love?" Black Eyed Peas

'Kay. Love then.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Far Away" by Nickleback

You know I love you. I have loved you all along. And I miss you, been far away for far too long. My high school friends -- I do miss you guys.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
"Minna no Kimochi (Every Heart)" by BOA

I guess we are all searching for something. ;)

Try it! :D