Thursday, August 31, 2006

Endless Seal of Tears

I just want to rip it all out of my heart and head so that I may be peaceful. The hot rays of the sun stings my skin as it purely blur my vision. It's a Thursday - my least favorite day of the week yet, things are definitely different.

I scanned the hallway, hoping to see a familiar face. Grinning to myself, I stood near the pillars as if hiding from somebody. Suddenly, I felt a familiar tap on my right shoulder. I straightened my posture and saw a familiar face, staring down at me.

"Who are you staring at?" he asked me, his deep voice slicing into my ears.

"No one. Is that a problem with you?" I replied back, giving him a small smile.

All of a sudden, he leaned down near my left ear. My eyes widened for I think I know what's coming.

"Could you help me with my Math homework? It really sucks."

Suppressing the urge to slap my forehead, I raised my both eyebrows and pressed my lips together to hide my irritation. My eyes wandered around, glancing at the random students passing behind him. My mind is battling with the urge to look up to his deep dark brown eyes for I know that I wouldn't like the outcome if I will do so.

"Hey Allyne, we'll be having a training later. See you at the music room." Pristy, a girl from my batch, stated as she passed by the corridor.

I nodded in agreement and waved as she walked away. Then I heard a low groan from my side. Sigh...

"Hey, I'm sorry but I think you heard what Pristy said a while ago. I can't really come. I'm sure that you'll pull through Math. You're one hell of a genius within!" I remarked cheerfully, hiding my mixed emotions.

"Nice try, Allyne." He said with a scoff.

I was about to say some words of encouragement when he spoke, his voice is very low yet I can feel the intesity of his words.

"To you, I mean nothing."

My eyes widened in fear, guilt and fear after hearing his words. Walking into the sea of people, I watched him with sad eyes. I'm never gonna be successful in this feat.

What did I do?

To be continued

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Reborn

I feel dead.... sleepy.

Take a look at the time when I wrote this and you'll realize why. Blabber, blabber why am I still awake? Well, homeworks and projects as usual. At least I really updated! Hahaha! After the gruesome Periodical exams, I'll be able to update longer and more often! Just came to drop by! :) Nyte Nyte.