Other Side of Crap

Impossible

Sung by Christina Aguilera
Written by Alicia Keys

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It’s impossible
It’s impossible to love you
If you don’t let me know what you’re feeling, yeah
Oh

It’s impossible
For me to give you what you need, oh
If always, hiding from me, oh

I don’t know what hurt you
I just I wanna make it right
Cause boy I’m sick and tired of trying to read your mind

It’s impossible (impossible)
Oh baby it’s impossible (impossible)
For me to love you this way (way)
(Hey, impossible) It’s impossible
Oh baby it’s impossible (impossible)
If you makin’ it this way

Impossible to make it easy
If you always tryin’ to make it so damn hard oh

How can I?
How can I give you all my love baby? Oh
If you’re always
Always puttin’ up your guard oh oh

This is not a circus
So don’t cha play me for a clown
How long can emotion keep on going up and down?

It’s impossible (impossible)
Oh baby it’s impossible (impossible)
For me to love you this way (way)
(Hey, impossible)
It’s impossible
Oh baby it’s impossible (impossible)
You can treat me this way
Over and over
Oh Impossible baby
Impossible oh
If you makin’ it this way
This way
Hey hey hey

It’s impossible (impossible)
Oh baby it’s impossible (impossible) ohh
If you makin’ it this way
Oh ohh..

I got really touched by this song. Probably because I am also confused in love as the song says but I don’t know. You see, this isn’t my idea of a great vacation. I want to be carefree and peaceful enough to enjoy the sunshine upon my skin.

Sometimes, being eccentric is quite depressing, as well as always being on top. You see, people look at you not for who you are but for what you have. When you’re eccentric, people would just see you as eccentric no matter what you do, as if everything in you is eccentric which is quite offending and depressing. I don’t know but it’s not a person’s fault to become eccentric to their eyes, he/she is just probably being his/herself.

I wanted to kick the hell out of those posers who tend to judge people because they don’t see people with the right objectives. They really make my blood boil to its peak. I want people to realize that each one of us is just what more than meets the eye.

However, I know that it’s quite difficult just for the fact that the world is full of prejudice and stereotypes. It’s a harsh reality but we have to accept it. I admit that I too am being overpowered by my prejudice which makes me feel so guilty. I’m not immune to temptations. It’s just that I feel for those people who are suffering with self-pity due to unjustified prejudice. And I know it’s no way near to pain, it’s a suffering.

Falling Stones

See you soon school days!

Summer day is up yet I feel so impossible instead of having the sensation of getting all geared up and ready to soak under the sun or feel splashy while swimming in the warm sea water. You must be thinking that I’m retarded or something like that because I don’t have the “summer vibe” in me. Me too, I think that I’m an alien.

Sigh. My sophomore life was a total blast, I must admit. I got spanking new friendships, amazing teachers, intimidating challenges, tough roles and touching life-based lessons. Unfortunately, as this amazing adventure ended, unforeseen obstacles laid bare in front of my eyes. As you see, I wasn’t ready for any of these late-blooming problems for I did enjoy being a sophie that much. You might be already wondering if what my dilemma is. Well, it’s just about the same old friendship-love jam experienced during good ol’ high school days. I’ve been through the lovey-dove stage and successful made through it but now, a new character appeared, making it much difficult.

I love my friends. Who doesn’t? They’re the one who joins in to your cheesy laughter and the one who lend their shoulders to you when you’re cry your heart out due to a broken heart. They do those stuff even it makes them look stupid and in return, we also want to do it for them. The “comfort cycle” goes on and on. But what happens when you cry out too much and you feel that your friends don’t feel like it anymore?

Well, I broke down when I felt that sensation. I was also crying my heart out because the person whom I really care for doesn’t give a damn for my feelings even I laid it in front of him. It really hurt, you see. I ran to my friends’ arms and sought comfort but days passed, and I’m still not that certain of my console, I received cold shoulders and weird glances towards me. I shrugged it off, seeing that I might be mistaken. I waited and tried to persuade the little voice in my head that I’m just thinking too much and jumping into conclusions without any reason at all. Then, without any warning, I broke down all by my self, feeling all abandoned and stuff. I continued like that for days and nights, though I kept a blank façade to tell my self that I’m normal.

I thought that I’m fine but you see, friends actually know your moods. They can see through what you want to make them see and they also get affected, you know. The last thing I wanted that time was a confrontation but still, it did happen. I don’t really wanna face it. I just wanna break free from the reality but I just can’t, it was laid in front of me. I told them the truth but the tension didn’t fade away. But I just smiled weakly and told my self that everything’s gonna be fine soon.

We’re fine now, me and my friends. I just remembered this as a nightmare which was made to test my happiness over the past ten months. I don’t think about it that much these days because it will just ruin the renewed friendship we are rebuilding. I taught my self to keep it cool though I am really not in the hype. I just learned that when love bugs you, strive to think straight. If you don’t you’ll never know what’s gonna happen.