Finally, I've calmed down.
If you have read my previous entry entitled "Emotionally Distressing Species: BOYS", you must have felt the intensity of my emotions embedded on the words I used. But just like any other incidents, after a day or so, my anger and all the strong, negative emotions evaporated out of my body like water.
I'm not angry at HIM anymore and I don't know why. I can't get angry for a long period of time and I also don't know why. I even talked to Him earlier for quite some time. I don't know how I do it but maybe, I'm not really the type of person who hold grudges. And I think that it's a good thing.
My friends say that I'm so forgiving and considerate to those who do me wrong but I don't think that it's such a bad thing. Maybe we should all learn it. After all, I just got a year older last June 21 so I'm supposed to be a year wiser too. And that includes maturity but still, GIRLS, never let guys use you for their gain! NEVER EVER!
Friday, June 29, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Emotionally Distressing Species: BOYS
When you're with him, he'll just shove you away or disregard you but when everything's over between you and both of you agreed to just being friends, he keeps bugging and bragging about you being his ex-girlfriend.
Sounds familiar?
Apparently, I've got my taste of this abnormal mental/personality disorder of the other species known as "BOYS". (Sorry for the redundance, I just have to express my feelings over the matter at hand!)
I have been nice and friendly to this person after we decided that everything between us was so off, just like when we are really "just friends". I've moved on and returned to my usual jolly/happy/bubbly/hyper self after some time. I even have found a new set of "fondness" for other guys which was a very big step and proof that I am SO OVER Him now. But since Him is my best guy bud since freshman year, I decided to tell Him about this other person which I'll refer to as "Fondness". Well, Him and Fondness are on the same "barkada" but I trust Him enough that he'll not tell. True to his word, Him didn't tell Fondness about my "feelings".
BUT...
Even though Him didn't tell Fondness about me, Him is constantly blurting out the "fact" that the two of us, Him and I, were once together especially when Fondness is around. The more I try to subdue the subject and still try to be nice, Him continues to blab about that past experience which is quite illogical for Him to do because when we were still together, Him never really cared that much about me except for the earlier days of our relationship. Him told me before that his (Him) hostile attitude towards me is like that because he's intimidated by me due to my status at school which is still unreasonable. It really degrades and disgusts me when I think of that kind of treatment Him gave me in front of Fondness. I felt like some recycled trash but there's no way I'm going to let Him do that to me again. How dare he do that to me.
So to all the BOYS out there, kindly think before you act... probably at least a million times so that you won't hurt your egos. Such act is really proving the fact that you really make use of your stupidity most of the time.
You might think that I am being bitter here. You might be right but I'm just stating my side based on the happening of this day. I'd fairly accept any reaction towards this entry if there will be coming from the side of the BOYS and even the MEN. I still believe that the other species of the human race is still subdivided into two, the majority known as BOYS and the almost extinct beings named as MEN.
This kind of guy makes me puke... I admit the stupidity on my part on ever relating myself to such guy who sees me as his TROPHY EX-GIRLFRIEND. What a jerk!
'Til my next entry!
Sounds familiar?
Apparently, I've got my taste of this abnormal mental/personality disorder of the other species known as "BOYS". (Sorry for the redundance, I just have to express my feelings over the matter at hand!)
I have been nice and friendly to this person after we decided that everything between us was so off, just like when we are really "just friends". I've moved on and returned to my usual jolly/happy/bubbly/hyper self after some time. I even have found a new set of "fondness" for other guys which was a very big step and proof that I am SO OVER Him now. But since Him is my best guy bud since freshman year, I decided to tell Him about this other person which I'll refer to as "Fondness". Well, Him and Fondness are on the same "barkada" but I trust Him enough that he'll not tell. True to his word, Him didn't tell Fondness about my "feelings".
BUT...
Even though Him didn't tell Fondness about me, Him is constantly blurting out the "fact" that the two of us, Him and I, were once together especially when Fondness is around. The more I try to subdue the subject and still try to be nice, Him continues to blab about that past experience which is quite illogical for Him to do because when we were still together, Him never really cared that much about me except for the earlier days of our relationship. Him told me before that his (Him) hostile attitude towards me is like that because he's intimidated by me due to my status at school which is still unreasonable. It really degrades and disgusts me when I think of that kind of treatment Him gave me in front of Fondness. I felt like some recycled trash but there's no way I'm going to let Him do that to me again. How dare he do that to me.
So to all the BOYS out there, kindly think before you act... probably at least a million times so that you won't hurt your egos. Such act is really proving the fact that you really make use of your stupidity most of the time.
You might think that I am being bitter here. You might be right but I'm just stating my side based on the happening of this day. I'd fairly accept any reaction towards this entry if there will be coming from the side of the BOYS and even the MEN. I still believe that the other species of the human race is still subdivided into two, the majority known as BOYS and the almost extinct beings named as MEN.
This kind of guy makes me puke... I admit the stupidity on my part on ever relating myself to such guy who sees me as his TROPHY EX-GIRLFRIEND. What a jerk!
'Til my next entry!
Monday, June 25, 2007
Gakuen Alice Overload
I am so obsessed with Gakuen Alice right now!
As in hyper actively adicted! I don't know what to do? eh!?
Can someone nice out there tell me where I can buy/download/read the chapter 19 - 28 of Gakuen Alice? I'd really appreciate it!!!
Otaku overload!
'Til my next entry!
As in hyper actively adicted! I don't know what to do? eh!?
Can someone nice out there tell me where I can buy/download/read the chapter 19 - 28 of Gakuen Alice? I'd really appreciate it!!!
Otaku overload!
'Til my next entry!
Monday, June 18, 2007
Seniors and Addictions
Konnichiwa minna-san!
Well, when summer vacation comes to a close what comes next?
Maybe you all know what am I gonna blab about this time right? Tee Hee!
Drum roll please!
ANOTHER SCHOOL YEAR!
Wow! What a surprise! Sarcasm dripping all over the place…
Sigh, it’s true. I’m back to school and I’m already a senior student. Time flies so fast! It seems like yesterday, I’m just the freshman transferee wandering at the corridors of my new school but now, I’m at my last high school year, ready to reminisce the past years behind me.
Putting those sentiments aside, so much has happened (already!) this first week of school that there’s little room for sadness!
First on the list are the classmates because they’d be my second family for some 10 months of my life. Like what I’ve been hearing and fearing during the summer, there became two cream sections wherein the top 90 of the batch were distributed to two sections. The odd-numbered ones like me became a part of Quezon while the even-numbered ones went to Magsaysay. Things are okay with me that way; it’s just that most of my close friends are at Magsay and I’m not used to being apart from them. Now, I have less time to spend with them – early mornings, recess, lunch and dismissal. The feeling is like when I was a freshman. Change is the only permanent thing in the world, ne?
Next is the fun day. Honestly speaking, Fun day is not really that fun for me during the past years but now, for the first time, it became better especially when you are a part of the leaders. I don’t know but I feel good but I must admit that I didn’t really enjoy the games ‘coz I’m not really into that kind of amusement. I’m such a kill joy! Hahaha!
Unlike the past three years, I’m not this year’s class president and I’m not really sure of how to react to this. I’m somewhat happy because at least I get lighter workload unlike before but I’m also a bit queasy because I’m used to always being on the spot, doing this and that for my class. Well, life must go on and who knows, there might be better opportunities out there.
Last of my concerns are the guys around me though I have to admit that I’m really desperate for inspiration. I’m really looking for a guy who can make my pupils turn into heart shape just like in the anime! My heart needs a rest and I need focus so inspiration is enough for now.
You must be tired with this über long entry! I’m sorry for not updating for quite some time. I’ve been a bit busy with my boring life (What is that?!) and I need to control my self and focus a lot if I want an excellent future! Please bear with me… hehehe!
P.S. Does anyone of you know where I can find scanslation of volume 4 and 5 of Gakuen Alice (Alice Academy) over the net that I can download? I’m currently in a Gakuen Alice hyper addiction mode! Please leave me a message if so. A million kissies in advance! Mwah!
‘Til my next entry!
Well, when summer vacation comes to a close what comes next?
Maybe you all know what am I gonna blab about this time right? Tee Hee!
Drum roll please!
ANOTHER SCHOOL YEAR!
Wow! What a surprise! Sarcasm dripping all over the place…
Sigh, it’s true. I’m back to school and I’m already a senior student. Time flies so fast! It seems like yesterday, I’m just the freshman transferee wandering at the corridors of my new school but now, I’m at my last high school year, ready to reminisce the past years behind me.
Putting those sentiments aside, so much has happened (already!) this first week of school that there’s little room for sadness!
First on the list are the classmates because they’d be my second family for some 10 months of my life. Like what I’ve been hearing and fearing during the summer, there became two cream sections wherein the top 90 of the batch were distributed to two sections. The odd-numbered ones like me became a part of Quezon while the even-numbered ones went to Magsaysay. Things are okay with me that way; it’s just that most of my close friends are at Magsay and I’m not used to being apart from them. Now, I have less time to spend with them – early mornings, recess, lunch and dismissal. The feeling is like when I was a freshman. Change is the only permanent thing in the world, ne?
Next is the fun day. Honestly speaking, Fun day is not really that fun for me during the past years but now, for the first time, it became better especially when you are a part of the leaders. I don’t know but I feel good but I must admit that I didn’t really enjoy the games ‘coz I’m not really into that kind of amusement. I’m such a kill joy! Hahaha!
Unlike the past three years, I’m not this year’s class president and I’m not really sure of how to react to this. I’m somewhat happy because at least I get lighter workload unlike before but I’m also a bit queasy because I’m used to always being on the spot, doing this and that for my class. Well, life must go on and who knows, there might be better opportunities out there.
Last of my concerns are the guys around me though I have to admit that I’m really desperate for inspiration. I’m really looking for a guy who can make my pupils turn into heart shape just like in the anime! My heart needs a rest and I need focus so inspiration is enough for now.
You must be tired with this über long entry! I’m sorry for not updating for quite some time. I’ve been a bit busy with my boring life (What is that?!) and I need to control my self and focus a lot if I want an excellent future! Please bear with me… hehehe!
P.S. Does anyone of you know where I can find scanslation of volume 4 and 5 of Gakuen Alice (Alice Academy) over the net that I can download? I’m currently in a Gakuen Alice hyper addiction mode! Please leave me a message if so. A million kissies in advance! Mwah!
‘Til my next entry!
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