It's not December 25 anymore but hey, I still want to wish everyone a very merry Yuletide season and a blessed New Year ahead!
I know I haven't been updating much this year but I'll do my best to keep you guys posted on my quests and so on starting 2009. Let's enjoy the holidays while it lasts. I love you guys!
Monday, December 29, 2008
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Y-V-E-S
Yep!
I had great time last night during your debut, YVES KRISTINE GARCIA! Advanced Happy 18th Birthday and more to come!
See you 'round!
I had great time last night during your debut, YVES KRISTINE GARCIA! Advanced Happy 18th Birthday and more to come!
See you 'round!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Still breathing
What a breeze.
Today was the official start of my month-long off of university stuff and it feels great! After days and nights of graphing functions, balancing chemical equations, analyzing Kafka’s works, working on evaluative papers, experimenting on the existence of ideal gases, a long and (hopefully) well-deserved rest comes. But hey, rest doesn’t mean boring ‘coz fun is just about to start!
I’ll keep y’all updated! Surprises in store! :D
Sweetness,
Allyne
Today was the official start of my month-long off of university stuff and it feels great! After days and nights of graphing functions, balancing chemical equations, analyzing Kafka’s works, working on evaluative papers, experimenting on the existence of ideal gases, a long and (hopefully) well-deserved rest comes. But hey, rest doesn’t mean boring ‘coz fun is just about to start!
I’ll keep y’all updated! Surprises in store! :D
Sweetness,
Allyne
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Sikat ka ba?
Dahil ang buwang ito ay tinaguriang Buwan ng Wikang Filipino, sisikapin kong ipahayag ang aking mga ideya sa diretsong Filipino na hindi magtutunong tradisyunal – kung baga kontemporaneo.
O ano, handa ka na ba?
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Matagal na rin ano, matapos ang huli kong pagsulat dito. Paano ba naman, eh, ‘di na ako magkanda-ugaga sa pag-babasa ng mga kwento para sa Lit13, pagsusulat ng mga lab report na kailangan sa Chem8, pagbabalik-aral para sa mga sunud-sunod na pagsusulit sa Ma18a, Chem7, Chem8 at Lit13 nitong nakaraang mga linggo. Nakakabanggag kaya – hindi ko na nga halos masuklay ang rebelde kong buhok at ‘di ko na nabibigyang-pansin kung bagay ba ang mga sinusuot kong damit. Oo, ganun ka-lala.
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Matagal na rin ano, matapos ang huli kong pagsulat dito. Paano ba naman, eh, ‘di na ako magkanda-ugaga sa pag-babasa ng mga kwento para sa Lit13, pagsusulat ng mga lab report na kailangan sa Chem8, pagbabalik-aral para sa mga sunud-sunod na pagsusulit sa Ma18a, Chem7, Chem8 at Lit13 nitong nakaraang mga linggo. Nakakabanggag kaya – hindi ko na nga halos masuklay ang rebelde kong buhok at ‘di ko na nabibigyang-pansin kung bagay ba ang mga sinusuot kong damit. Oo, ganun ka-lala. Hep-hep-hep!
Hindi ako nagrereklamo, nagpapaliwanag lang...ikaw ha, hmm, masama yan. Kahit nakakapagod ang kolehiyo, wala talagang makakapantay sa mga karanasan na doon lang mararanasan. Isa na dito ay yung mga iba’t ibang programang pangkasiyahan na kakaiba ang lebel kumpara nung hayskul. Matapos ang OrSem, eh, ito namang Sagala ng mga Sikat ang inatupag ko at ng iba pang Atenistang kumukuha ng Filipino.
Sikat? Hindi, hindi artista ang tinutukoy ko rito 
(pero hindi rin maiiwasan na talagang magningning ang kanilang mga bitwin nung araw na 'yon) pero ang Sagala ng mga Sikat ay isang patimpalak na kumikilala sa mga likhang tambalan sa literaturang at popular na kulturang Pilipino. Sa mismong araw ng Sagala, 24 lamang na klase ang pinili na makasali. Ayun, pinalad (o minalas? Hindi ako sigurado) na makasama ang klase namin sa araw ng Sagala sa katauhan nina Daragang Magayon at Handiong mula sa Alamat ng Bulkang Mayon. Sobrang nakakapagod ang paghahanda para sa presentasyong ito dahil naranasan ng aking mga ka-klase sa Filipino na 1.) Magsiksikan sa isang maliit na waiting shed, 2.) Mabasa sa ulan mula ulo hanggang paa, 3.) Magbuhat ng maraming kawayan, 4.) Magwalis ng malaking covered court, 5.) Gumupit ng alambre gamit ang regular na gunting, 5.) Mag-ensayo ng dula sa loob ng cafeteria na puno ng mga tao at marami pang iba na nung hayskul ay ikamamatay ko kung gagawin ko.
(pero hindi rin maiiwasan na talagang magningning ang kanilang mga bitwin nung araw na 'yon) pero ang Sagala ng mga Sikat ay isang patimpalak na kumikilala sa mga likhang tambalan sa literaturang at popular na kulturang Pilipino. Sa mismong araw ng Sagala, 24 lamang na klase ang pinili na makasali. Ayun, pinalad (o minalas? Hindi ako sigurado) na makasama ang klase namin sa araw ng Sagala sa katauhan nina Daragang Magayon at Handiong mula sa Alamat ng Bulkang Mayon. Sobrang nakakapagod ang paghahanda para sa presentasyong ito dahil naranasan ng aking mga ka-klase sa Filipino na 1.) Magsiksikan sa isang maliit na waiting shed, 2.) Mabasa sa ulan mula ulo hanggang paa, 3.) Magbuhat ng maraming kawayan, 4.) Magwalis ng malaking covered court, 5.) Gumupit ng alambre gamit ang regular na gunting, 5.) Mag-ensayo ng dula sa loob ng cafeteria na puno ng mga tao at marami pang iba na nung hayskul ay ikamamatay ko kung gagawin ko. Edi ayun, dumating ang Agosto 27 at natuloy ang Sagala. Syempre, bongang-bongga ang mga preparasyon – nabigyang-buhay sina Malakas at Maganda, Sarah at Lavinia, Marina at Dugong, Varga at Valentina, Manananggal at kanyang Katawan at marami pang iba. Aliw na aliw ang mga manonood hindi lang dahil sa mga pinaghandaang arko at mga kasuotan, pati na rin sa mga maikling dula (na pinasinayaan rin naman ng mga tunay na ‘sikat’). Ayon, nang ang klase na namin ang kailangang magtanghal, parang wala ng mga tao sa paligid. At pagkatapos ng 2 minuto, bumalik na uli ang ingay ng ibang tao. May ilan rin namang bulilyasong nangyari pero ganoon talaga. Salamat na lang at mabait ‘yung guro namin sa Filipino.
Iyon na nga ang nangyari. Syempre hindi ko na maikwento ang bawat segundo ng araw na iyon pero isa lang naman talaga ang masasabi ko -- walang madali dito sa mundo.
O, ayan, binasag ko na ng tuluyan ang English Campaign ng aking blog. Si Chan kasi ang pasimuno ng lahat ng ito! Hahaha, ‘di ako galit ah. Nakakapanghinayang lang pero sa tingin ko naman ay magiging oportunidad ito para maipahayag ko ang mga iniisip ko na mas magandang isulat sa Filipino.
Paano ba ‘yan. Kailangan ko pang tapusin ang Problem Set ko sa matematika. Sa muli nating pagkikita. Malay mo eh maisipan ko na namang magsulat sa Filipino.
Hanggang sa muli!
Allyne
Monday, August 04, 2008
Meeting God on the Road
August 4 - Math 18a Long Exam part 1
August 6 - Math 18a Long Exam part 2
August 8 - Lit 13 Midterms and Math 18a Midterms
August 15 - Chem 8 Long Exam 1
August 20 - Chem 7 Midterms
I have no more life.
What do you think about my August schedule? Hectic and mentally challenging -- I know.
And because I was so whinny about the fact that all my August will be spent doing hardcore studying, I had a moment with God today. So let me share this small encounter that gave me strength.
I was riding the usual tricyle trip from Tandang Sora that will take me to the UP terminal in order to reach Katipunan and finally arrive Ateneo. Since that route is always taken by students and professionals, heavy traffic is normal. While taking a long stop, I was mentally complaining to Him about how I suck in Math and will I ever survive the consecutive long exams and midterms. And then, the tricyle I was riding moved a bit then stopped again. Suddenly, this coconut juice vendor is passing by, pushing his green kariton (push cart made of wood). On his kariton was this sticker that just stuck my vision. It says "Relax ka lang" and I laughed. I felt most of my stress leave me. God really moves in mysterious ways.
So if you feel that you are already losing, just ask Him.
I'm sure He'll answer -- in the right place at the right time.
Godbless you!
Sweetness,
Allyne
Sunday, July 27, 2008
A Moment to Breathe
As I write this entry, I am currently taking a break from writing my seventh pre laboratory report for chemistry.
Ironic, right? I'm writing to break away from writing.
But see, there's a subtle difference, well, a big difference that is. This entry is non-formal and just a way to release negativity from my mind and soul -- away from the demands of the norm. How I love this times when there's a chance to unwind even just for a while. I seem shallow, yes. But that's the beauty of keeping everything real, there's no need to use fanciful words just to convey a message and appear smart in front of others.
Though it's been a while since I last posted a real entry, I want to celebrate this day, this hour, this minute, this moment as blessing. When was the last time you've appreciated the serenity and opportunity of simply living -- without the hassles and bustles of human worries? Now is a dreat opportunity to just stop worrying and just breathe easily and say 'I feel alive.' with a tranquil feeling within.
With the way our world has been going, we still have to return to the superficial standards of the society. But let's not forget to give our souls some time to take any pressure off and just feel serenity. That's how we can live.
As I conclude this sharing, I too am about to return to my usual routine in accordance to the norms but I keep in my mind and heart what my soul needs once in a while.
Sweetness,
Allyne
Ironic, right? I'm writing to break away from writing.
But see, there's a subtle difference, well, a big difference that is. This entry is non-formal and just a way to release negativity from my mind and soul -- away from the demands of the norm. How I love this times when there's a chance to unwind even just for a while. I seem shallow, yes. But that's the beauty of keeping everything real, there's no need to use fanciful words just to convey a message and appear smart in front of others.
Though it's been a while since I last posted a real entry, I want to celebrate this day, this hour, this minute, this moment as blessing. When was the last time you've appreciated the serenity and opportunity of simply living -- without the hassles and bustles of human worries? Now is a dreat opportunity to just stop worrying and just breathe easily and say 'I feel alive.' with a tranquil feeling within.
With the way our world has been going, we still have to return to the superficial standards of the society. But let's not forget to give our souls some time to take any pressure off and just feel serenity. That's how we can live.
As I conclude this sharing, I too am about to return to my usual routine in accordance to the norms but I keep in my mind and heart what my soul needs once in a while.
Sweetness,
Allyne
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Saturday, July 05, 2008
results of a nanosecond encounter
The following entry was originally hand-written on a typical sheet of notebook paper. The author, who was feeling unusually sensitive that day, felt a heavy emotion radiating from a person she passed by while browsing through the vast collection of books on the third floor of the Rizal Library Annex. She thought that the feeling would go away but she found out that she can't concetrae on answering her ultra-long chemistry problem set that she scribbled the feeling away on the sheet that was supposed to be containing singnificant figures and dimensional analysis solutions. Everything here is same as the original though a few parts were removed.
June 13, 2008 (11:28 AM)
I saw a boy.
Doning a black shirt, sadness radiates from him towards me as I accidentally passed by him.
I know him.
He was quite illustrious in our lot and for many people, that fame would suffice that empty space in their hearts. When I saw his dull, dark eyes, I became affected. He seems to have it all – at a stranger's point-of-view that is.But not everyone sees the troubles his downcast eyes mirror.
In those seconds, when we just stood in front of each other in between the tall bookshelves of the library, I understood bits of how he feels. Maybe if that boy (whom others already see as a man) will be able to read this small reflection of mine, he might accuse me of intruding his privacy or probably being judgmental towards his actions and preferences. I'd wilingly take those accusations from him without hard feelings because indeed, what I have just written were all based on my perspective.
But you see, this is the second time we saw each other (in the similar manner). I don't expect him to remember me because I, myself, have almost forgotten that I was in the same testing room as him during a foreign standardized testing exam. After this recent encounter, everything came back to my memory.
His eyes are still the same.
His unhappy-looking eyes must have shared the melancholy feeling unto me for I can't help but remember those eyes. Writing everythig down is just my way of expressing the degree his sadness has affected me. He just stood there for a second and made his way past me – just like that. But it really racked my thoughts and my emotions.
When we parted ways, I wanted to look back and smile at him, assure him that there are still people who feel and think for others.
But he's already gone.
Hopefully, next time.
June 13, 2008 (11:28 AM)
I saw a boy.
Doning a black shirt, sadness radiates from him towards me as I accidentally passed by him.
I know him.
He was quite illustrious in our lot and for many people, that fame would suffice that empty space in their hearts. When I saw his dull, dark eyes, I became affected. He seems to have it all – at a stranger's point-of-view that is.But not everyone sees the troubles his downcast eyes mirror.
In those seconds, when we just stood in front of each other in between the tall bookshelves of the library, I understood bits of how he feels. Maybe if that boy (whom others already see as a man) will be able to read this small reflection of mine, he might accuse me of intruding his privacy or probably being judgmental towards his actions and preferences. I'd wilingly take those accusations from him without hard feelings because indeed, what I have just written were all based on my perspective.
But you see, this is the second time we saw each other (in the similar manner). I don't expect him to remember me because I, myself, have almost forgotten that I was in the same testing room as him during a foreign standardized testing exam. After this recent encounter, everything came back to my memory.
His eyes are still the same.
His unhappy-looking eyes must have shared the melancholy feeling unto me for I can't help but remember those eyes. Writing everythig down is just my way of expressing the degree his sadness has affected me. He just stood there for a second and made his way past me – just like that. But it really racked my thoughts and my emotions.
When we parted ways, I wanted to look back and smile at him, assure him that there are still people who feel and think for others.
But he's already gone.
Hopefully, next time.
A Plunge on Blue and White
Four weeks.
Enough vanity and let's get straight to details.
Yep, gone are the days of petty worries and childish wants Рuniversity is a step closer to reality. But of course, university life is where the fun starts especially when you become an official Atenean. I can hear you thinking along the lines of 'akala ko ba UP ka?' but the whole UP-turned-Ateneo chapter in my life made me realize something very important Рthe great things happen unexpectedly. Okay, so many people think that Ateneans are co̱io, rich, snob and all other upper society stereotypes that are too many to think of, let alone type here. SO NOT TRUE. You won't enjoy college life if you fill your head with silly perceptions without first-hand basis. I won't deny that before finally deciding on Ateneo, the idea of 'being left-out' also bothered me but when I thought about it, I was like, 'what the hell am I worrying about?'. And now, I enjoy each day with 24 new friends. Making new friends is one great way to enjoy college. Check out XX2's block pics during the OrSem. But we were not complete here. We are 25 in our block but here we are only 24 because the other person was still residing in the 'most famous house in Philippine television'.
Speaking of friends, one of the reasons whyI wasn't able to write down anything for most of June is because of the continuous set of activities for freshmen that robbed me most of my energy. From the registration to course selection, to OrSem, everything is by the students for the students and that factor really makes things more interesting. FYI, the term 'course' is equal to what we call 'subjects' back in high school in contrast to the popular context when people ask college students 'anong course mo?' and expect an answer like 'bs psych po or nursing po'. The previous sentence was so out of topic and not to mention boring but hey, it's a piece of information worth knowing.
So I'm a BS Health Sciences (HSc) major. And you are like 'anu yun?' in your head. Well, it's not your typical pre-med school degree program – it's Chemistry-intensive coupled with advanced mathematics. Nope, people here are not nerds. Okay, so maybe we are a little but come on, everyone has their own streak of “nerdness”. Besides, Hsc peeps are geared towards med school as we lack doctors in our country, swear. Enough of that blah talk about the future. Now is much important.
New environment calls for changes and adjustments. I'll admit that I'm still adjusting but think about this: when it's your first time doing something or going somewhere, remember that you're not the only one who's having the 'first-day blues', everybody feels that too from time to time. But don't go all the way at once since you are not yet sure of what's to come. Take it one at a time.
I'm sure you are about to hunt me down if I still won't update this time. Teehee!
Enough vanity and let's get straight to details.
Not updating for more than a month is totally not me. Everyone who's been with me through my four-year blogging stint knows how I just type the words I can think of and share it, whether it is about the funny-looking statue I passed by somewhere, the trip I had with my family, school work overload or simply random thoughts that I just want to share and/or vent. To think that I survived not accounting anything in this blog, the world must be upside down! Since the world is not upside-down (well, the last time I checked, that is), there is a very good reason behind my hiatus from the blog-sphere and it comes in two words – university life.
Yep, gone are the days of petty worries and childish wants Рuniversity is a step closer to reality. But of course, university life is where the fun starts especially when you become an official Atenean. I can hear you thinking along the lines of 'akala ko ba UP ka?' but the whole UP-turned-Ateneo chapter in my life made me realize something very important Рthe great things happen unexpectedly. Okay, so many people think that Ateneans are co̱io, rich, snob and all other upper society stereotypes that are too many to think of, let alone type here. SO NOT TRUE. You won't enjoy college life if you fill your head with silly perceptions without first-hand basis. I won't deny that before finally deciding on Ateneo, the idea of 'being left-out' also bothered me but when I thought about it, I was like, 'what the hell am I worrying about?'. And now, I enjoy each day with 24 new friends. Making new friends is one great way to enjoy college. Check out XX2's block pics during the OrSem. But we were not complete here. We are 25 in our block but here we are only 24 because the other person was still residing in the 'most famous house in Philippine television'.
Speaking of friends, one of the reasons whyI wasn't able to write down anything for most of June is because of the continuous set of activities for freshmen that robbed me most of my energy. From the registration to course selection, to OrSem, everything is by the students for the students and that factor really makes things more interesting. FYI, the term 'course' is equal to what we call 'subjects' back in high school in contrast to the popular context when people ask college students 'anong course mo?' and expect an answer like 'bs psych po or nursing po'. The previous sentence was so out of topic and not to mention boring but hey, it's a piece of information worth knowing.So I'm a BS Health Sciences (HSc) major. And you are like 'anu yun?' in your head. Well, it's not your typical pre-med school degree program – it's Chemistry-intensive coupled with advanced mathematics. Nope, people here are not nerds. Okay, so maybe we are a little but come on, everyone has their own streak of “nerdness”. Besides, Hsc peeps are geared towards med school as we lack doctors in our country, swear. Enough of that blah talk about the future. Now is much important.
New environment calls for changes and adjustments. I'll admit that I'm still adjusting but think about this: when it's your first time doing something or going somewhere, remember that you're not the only one who's having the 'first-day blues', everybody feels that too from time to time. But don't go all the way at once since you are not yet sure of what's to come. Take it one at a time.
I remembered something. Tomorrow is the opening of season 71 of UAAP wherein the first basketball game is between Ateneo and La Salle. I wanted to watch but it's a Sunday and besides, I don't have tickets for the game. I'll probably just watch the game on tv and see how Ateneans (and La Salle too)chant school spirit away.
I'm now past the 'wow-everything-is-so-new-to-me' stage so I guess you'll be seeing/viewing me more often from now on and hopefully, I'll be back to my regular blog frequency.
Sweetness,
Allyne
Allyne
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Season Finale
How ironic.
When summer was supposed to end, I found myself going gaga here and there just to be able to attend all the up and coming rendezvous with my family, chill-out moments with my high school friends and weird, spur-of-the-moment gimmicks with random acquaintances.
To tell the truth, this summer is the worst I had in my sixteen years of existence. Heck, I spent most of my time at home due to the unstable weather condition. It’s summer yet it always rains hard to the point that I feel like having a jet lag. My body is conditioned that this season is supposed to be hot and activity-filled but really, it’s raining. All I did was read (not that I mind doing so) but my life already lacks thrill. A rainy summer just made me sad. Much as I love the rain, I’m so not ready for it this time. So much for my happy summer before hitting university life…
Though I really sound pessimistic right now, I’ve had my share of exciting and fun-filled moments. Are you ready?
I’m not really a shopping-is-my-hobby type but when I get into the zone, I only have eyes for über kawaii stuff. Contrary to popular belief, despite to the socio-economic predicament we are currently experiencing, it is not impossible to find cute and wearable clothes at affordable prices. Actually, I found this clothing shop at the popular 168 mall. The name of the shop was Juana (they have three stalls at different areas of the mall) and they sell different styles of blouses for every shapes and sizes at great prices starting at P250. I fell so in love with this black, cute lolita-ish blouse. It’s so cute that even my Dad (who’s really picky with what I wear) agreed on it. Gosh, I had so much fun with that shop that I bought two more blouses from them. It’s for university, you know, since we don’t wear uniforms anymore and my dad disapproves the t-shirt and pants attire that I am planning to wear everyday. So now, I already have seven pieces of blouses. And I admit it – I had fun trying clothes on.
You guys know that I was an active member of the high school choir and recently, we scheduled this mini get-together. I felt so thrilled because after two months, we all finally got to see each other. Although I didn’t get to see everyone, the feeling of just going back to the music room is enough. I just hope that I’d be able to have the chance to enjoy their company once again especially now that school is about to begin. I’ll really miss Coro.
You bet that I’m sure going to miss my closest high school friends especially that we are now headed to different paths in life. And so before that fated moment, it’s totally great that we managed to meet up and use up the time to make memories and have fun together. Though this sounds cheerless, I’m not really feeling sad ‘coz we did so many happy things. We caught up with each other’s happenings, we ate together, had a group pic, went to the arcade center (though all I did was laugh, watch and cheer), watched the movie 21 while occasionally making noise inside the theater, chatted some more, gawked at Ray’s house, played a round of Uno Stack-o, went crazy while singing at the videoke, ate popcorns and turon with Coke Zero, had a videoke battle wherein we, girls, lost (those guys…we should hold a rematch) and just took in the moments. Yep, I’ll be missing you guys. You know who you are.
After my little adventures this summer, the sun finally radiated the heat it is supposed to let out the whole summer. Too bad, summer season is ending. Well, better be late than never. Recently, I heard this Vanessa Carlton song entitled “White Houses”. It is so fitting. Here it goes…
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
The final verdict: I’m happy.
Sweetness,
Allyne
When summer was supposed to end, I found myself going gaga here and there just to be able to attend all the up and coming rendezvous with my family, chill-out moments with my high school friends and weird, spur-of-the-moment gimmicks with random acquaintances.
To tell the truth, this summer is the worst I had in my sixteen years of existence. Heck, I spent most of my time at home due to the unstable weather condition. It’s summer yet it always rains hard to the point that I feel like having a jet lag. My body is conditioned that this season is supposed to be hot and activity-filled but really, it’s raining. All I did was read (not that I mind doing so) but my life already lacks thrill. A rainy summer just made me sad. Much as I love the rain, I’m so not ready for it this time. So much for my happy summer before hitting university life…
Though I really sound pessimistic right now, I’ve had my share of exciting and fun-filled moments. Are you ready?
I’m not really a shopping-is-my-hobby type but when I get into the zone, I only have eyes for über kawaii stuff. Contrary to popular belief, despite to the socio-economic predicament we are currently experiencing, it is not impossible to find cute and wearable clothes at affordable prices. Actually, I found this clothing shop at the popular 168 mall. The name of the shop was Juana (they have three stalls at different areas of the mall) and they sell different styles of blouses for every shapes and sizes at great prices starting at P250. I fell so in love with this black, cute lolita-ish blouse. It’s so cute that even my Dad (who’s really picky with what I wear) agreed on it. Gosh, I had so much fun with that shop that I bought two more blouses from them. It’s for university, you know, since we don’t wear uniforms anymore and my dad disapproves the t-shirt and pants attire that I am planning to wear everyday. So now, I already have seven pieces of blouses. And I admit it – I had fun trying clothes on.
You guys know that I was an active member of the high school choir and recently, we scheduled this mini get-together. I felt so thrilled because after two months, we all finally got to see each other. Although I didn’t get to see everyone, the feeling of just going back to the music room is enough. I just hope that I’d be able to have the chance to enjoy their company once again especially now that school is about to begin. I’ll really miss Coro.
You bet that I’m sure going to miss my closest high school friends especially that we are now headed to different paths in life. And so before that fated moment, it’s totally great that we managed to meet up and use up the time to make memories and have fun together. Though this sounds cheerless, I’m not really feeling sad ‘coz we did so many happy things. We caught up with each other’s happenings, we ate together, had a group pic, went to the arcade center (though all I did was laugh, watch and cheer), watched the movie 21 while occasionally making noise inside the theater, chatted some more, gawked at Ray’s house, played a round of Uno Stack-o, went crazy while singing at the videoke, ate popcorns and turon with Coke Zero, had a videoke battle wherein we, girls, lost (those guys…we should hold a rematch) and just took in the moments. Yep, I’ll be missing you guys. You know who you are.
After my little adventures this summer, the sun finally radiated the heat it is supposed to let out the whole summer. Too bad, summer season is ending. Well, better be late than never. Recently, I heard this Vanessa Carlton song entitled “White Houses”. It is so fitting. Here it goes…
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
The final verdict: I’m happy.
Sweetness,
Allyne
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
"Beyond the Game"
While taking the usual weekend stroll in one of the most popular malls in town, I saw this World Cyber Games 2008 (WCG) poster and I kind of remembered the funny parts of my high school days.There was this time when a few members of my batch would gather in a computer rental shop and hold e-gaming marathons, usually Defense of the Ancient (DotA), O2Jam and Counter Strike. Since I’m not a hardcore gamer (I haven’t played any other network game since the advent of Ragnarok when I was still in sixth grade), I don’t really understand the fuss about it. Actually, I always get irritated because after the last period, people would dash out of the classroom, skipping out on cleaning duties.
But really, when I passed by Cyberzone where the eliminations for the World Cyber Games – Philippines is being held, I was overwhelmed by the number of people and the “bishonen factor” of most of the attendees (I was so not gawking at them, okay?), all of them vying for the chance to compete in Cologne, Germany for the actual WCG 2008. I so want to take a picture of the event but I felt a bit shy because 1.) I’m a girl and they might think that I have fan girl tendencies; 2.) My dad, who is not a fan of photography, is with me, and; 3.) I don’t have my digital camera with me and though I have my cellphone with a built-in camera, its resolution is poor.
I kind of read the details of the events while waiting (and secretly scanning the area for bishies) for my dad who was then in a nearby shop. So I totally felt like a noob when I encountered a couple of titles that are so new to me – Command and Conquer 2 and Need for Speed. I’ve experienced playing Warcraft III and Counter Strike way back in elementary school days. I feel so familiar with DotA since most of my boy buds (and not so buds) talk and fuss about it. Guitar Hero, on the other hand, was made known to me unexpectedly while watching the first season of Gossip Girl TV series (I can’t remember if it’s episode 20 or 21).Okay. So many adults frown upon the gaming hype but in on one stand point, these activities stimulate some positive outcome. You see, it takes a lot of brain power in order to formulate a winning strategy. Though gaming is not really a sport or something but in my opinion, it’s a medium of releasing frustrations. Once in a while, it is fine to let one’s mind wander into different realities. Everything just depends on the player if he’ll just let himself drown in fantasy. Great players should know when to stop, ne?
Playing cyber games is really an experience you need to take before judging the people who love them. I may not be a kick-ass gamer but I know I’ve had a taste of it.
Sweetness,
Allyne
*“Beyond the Game” is the official slogan of the World Cyber Games Tournament. I don’t own any credit for the said line.
Friday, May 16, 2008
Washing Regrets Away
The last time I checked my calendar, it said May 12, 2008. According to the natural course of weather for the past first decade of my life, the month May is still included in the season called summer. But recently, it has been raining cats and dogs that my sunny spirit got swept away. I can't do anything fun like I used to. And as I write this entry, the sky still shows no sign of the sun shining today. Such sudden weather shift melted me to the point of remembering the most depressing period (so far) of my young life. The number of trees within our yard seems to be doing nothing to help ease the effects of global warming. I want my warm summer back!I’m a self-professed rainy season lover but it feels like having a jet lag. The fact that the climate shift is occurring has so much effect on me that during the first May 2008 downpour, I got a pencil and a piece of paper and just scribbled how I feel. It was very dim but I didn’t mind. I didn’t bother looking at what I was writing for it would defeat the purpose. I just want to know how I feel. And your happiest moment can also give you your most depressing one.
May 11, 2008
Today is very rainy. I usually feel happy when it is raining for I really love the water and the cool breeze it brings. But today, it is different. The moment the thunder rumbled, I fell onto my pillow and felt sleepy as if I had no energy at all. And then, I just felt sad. The gloomy atmosphere surrounded me and just like that, I remembered a painful memory that I wanted to forget.
It has been 5 years since I first met a person who once became very important in my life. It was also raining like this day when I first met him. Yes, he is a guy. The first guy who I can probably say, appreciated my being. I did not expect him to become special to me since we only knew each other in a civil manner. Maybe it was just part of my growth that we crossed paths in a personal degree. It cannot be coincidence for God doesn’t play dice. I was happy with him though he is far from my ideal. I liked him. He was a friend, brother and a special person. He taught me things I might not be able to discover by my self back then for naivety was still a close companion of mine. Eight months passed by. We had our share of happy moments, disagreements and some other special moments.
While a lot happened that I felt so attached to him, a sudden realization dawned to me. Might he became a some sort of a guide for quite some time, I realized that what I felt for him was different from what he was feeling for me. The very thought of it just disgusts me that I did and said little troublesome things just to slowly inch away from his grasps. I know that I might be hurting him in some way but I just let my mind rule over my heart. I’ve been misled for a long time and it hurts to know that you’ve been taken advantaged of. When he left town, it made the process easier for me. I just told him that I don’t feel right anymore. The moment I said those words to him was the first time I felt so good in a long while. I broke whatsoever contact we had but he kept bugging me. I just ignored him.
But after five years, I felt that I should have given him the chance to explain and maybe, to formally part ways. My confusion, youth and naivety back then blinded my reason. Given a chance to meet him, I just want to tell him that I’m happy that he became a part of my life and that I have forgiven him even though I missed out on many things because of him.
I was not being emo, just nostalgic in a sense that I have a small regret. Though the rain that day made me really sadder than as I was (read Absently Celebrating Mothers’ Day), I still feel grateful of being reminded that we only get one shot in life. We must live each day to the fullest, making it sure that we have no regrets for the most tormenting feeling is that of wondering what could have been. To deny one’s self of experiencing the rainbow of feelings is tantamount to suicide minus the blood. We’ll only know happiness if we’ve felt how it is to feel down. Same goes with the idea that we feel the joys of love is because we had the thorns of it. To live is to feel.
No regrets.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Absently Celebrating Mothers' Day
It’s raining. It’s cold. It’s Mothers’ Day.
This day feels bleak when the person you are celebrating for is far from you. Yep, you guessed right. My mom’s a hundred miles away from us on her day.
Since my awareness of this celebration (you won’t know about Mothers’ Day when you’re just a year old right?), it’s the first time I wasn’t able to celebrate it with my mom. Not that I don’t like the company of my dad and sisters but no body can replace my mom’s presence. But then, a friend reminded me of a great line fitting for my current sentiment. Even if my mom is far from home, I am still celebrating because a part of me came from her and it is because of her that I currently exist. If you have an absentee parent on this special day, celebrate still. Don’t hesitate to do so for “presence does not require physical manifestation.” She’s there in your core.
Happy Mothers’ Day to all moms!
This day feels bleak when the person you are celebrating for is far from you. Yep, you guessed right. My mom’s a hundred miles away from us on her day.
Since my awareness of this celebration (you won’t know about Mothers’ Day when you’re just a year old right?), it’s the first time I wasn’t able to celebrate it with my mom. Not that I don’t like the company of my dad and sisters but no body can replace my mom’s presence. But then, a friend reminded me of a great line fitting for my current sentiment. Even if my mom is far from home, I am still celebrating because a part of me came from her and it is because of her that I currently exist. If you have an absentee parent on this special day, celebrate still. Don’t hesitate to do so for “presence does not require physical manifestation.” She’s there in your core.
Happy Mothers’ Day to all moms!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Summer Exam Prep: Never too early
Today’s a very hot day - a day wherein a good movie or book and an ice-cold drink while seating on a nice, comfy couch would certainly make everything perfect. It would be very nice to have such a day as if there’s nothing I need to worry about.
That’s my kind of a summer vacation.
Unfortunately…
What is the value of (3x +8y) – 2z if x = 12, y = 3 and z =6?
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Like any normal student, I had looked forward to a two-month long vacation to just chill away for a while, from school, tedious home works, pop quizzes and all the academic stuff. Apparently, when you’re an incoming college freshman you feel like time is in your hands during the summer season. But for incoming high school seniors, summer season meant preparation for the series of entrance examinations plus the National Career Assessment Exams that will all be administered during the course of their senior year.
Of course, I’ve been there and done that. In turn, I want to help YOU (Yes, you) through the course of your preparation. This entry is not only for high school seniors but also for every high school student. International school students and those who are planning to study abroad have to prepare for their SAT Subject Exams and/or the International Baccalaureate exams. Even those graduates who are to take their licensure exams might also find this article useful.
Really, if you have money, just spend it on a quality review class package as they have the nearest idea on what might come up on the exams so no need for you to waste time on the hassle of what to study. But if you just want to self-study, I’m not stopping you.
The following article is first printed in the Sapientia et Virtus (Official Student Publication of SSA Upper School Department) Vol. 17, No. 2 , page 8 which was released last March 2008.
Hope it helps!
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Strength in Numbers
By Ia Marie Donna B. Cruz
Tick-tock. Tick-tock.
As the time swiftly flutters, only the rapid scratching and tapping of pencils can be heard amidst the silence during standardized testing sessions, may it be the emotional quotient examination or the National Career Assessment Exams.
Standardized test are used as a basis of measurement of an individual’s capability in a specific dimension of learning or skill. More often than not, students are very anxious towards standardized testing that such fear deprives them the capacity to perform their best during the said exams.
Enough of the sweaty palms and pencil-biting. Certainly, there are a number of ways to beat that test-taking panic and attain that 99+ percentile you are aiming!
Know thy enemy. To conquer a test, one should be prepared with what to expect in the exam. From the subject areas to the point-system employed, a well-informed test-taker should know the specifics of the said exam he is to take. This is a simple but a very effective step towards tests so that you won’t be surprised or sanctioned if, for example, you brought a calculator when it is not allowed during the testing administration.
Perfection cannot be rushed. It is NEVER too early to open your biology or algebra books and review the concepts you might have forgotten through the course of education. There are hundreds of thousands of possible questions which can be asked. If you “plan” to review your whole year equivalent of geometry lessons one week before your test day, there is a less chance that you retain what you have read. A month before your exam, take at least an hour daily to rehash your knowledge on the subject areas you are to deal with. Your brain absorbs information better when it is not stressed by the rush which is a key in avoiding information overload and mental block on the exam day.
Practice makes 99 plus. There are a lot of available written resources with practice tests patterned from the actual test. A pre-test experience gives you more of an insight of what to expect during the test day like how to pace your time, possible types of questions and the areas you need to improve.
The pencil is mightier than the sword. Most standardized tests only allow the use of pencil in coding of answers on the answer sheets. A day before the test, see to it that you have all the materials you are to need during your exam – sharpened pencils, working pencil sharpener, good eraser, test permit, calculator (if you are allowed to use it) and some snacks especially when the examination will take a number of hours.
An apple a day keeps panic away. Hours before your scheduled test, be sure to eat a filling meal. As much as possible, distractions are avoided to ensure that you are given the opportunity to perform your maximum. Testing with an empty stomach is equal to disruption. Worrying about the rumbles of your stomach while going through the tests will certainly affect your results negatively.
The early bird catches the worm. Arrive at the test center on time. There might be instructions to be given by the proctors regarding the exams before the start of the test administration. Being late does not only risk you to make mistakes in the course of the test but it also jeopardizes the outcome of your results. This principle also applies in submitting your test paper when the time is called.
It’s all in your head. Confidence (not overconfidence) is your best friend during testing. Being confident with what you have reviewed and practiced before the exam boosts your performance psychologically.
Don’t forget the “R”. Read. Before answering, read the directions, the restrictions and other pieces of information you may need to know in order to answer the questions. Students are often victims of their negligence of the instructions that costs them their scores.
Time is gold. While testing, remember to pace your self according to the time limit set. Though it seems impossible to finish a 25 item test in 10 minutes, it can be accomplished. Speed reading is a great skill to employ wherein you save time in understanding questions without losing accuracy. If such skill is not applicable to you, answer questions you are certain that you can answer correctly.
Aim then shoot. Guess intelligently. If you find your self stuck on a test item, read the answer choices. Eliminating half of the number of the choices increases your chance of getting the correct answer by 50 percent.
Breathe. Breathe – it helps calm the mind to perform better.
Look up. God, Allah, Yahweh, Buddha, Energy – whatever you call Him, don’t forget to ask for His guidance. Trust me, it works.
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Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. The answer for the equation above is 48. Check it. ;)
P.P.S.
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-No Derivative Works 3.0 Philippines License.
That’s my kind of a summer vacation.
Unfortunately…
What is the value of (3x +8y) – 2z if x = 12, y = 3 and z =6?
.jpg)
Like any normal student, I had looked forward to a two-month long vacation to just chill away for a while, from school, tedious home works, pop quizzes and all the academic stuff. Apparently, when you’re an incoming college freshman you feel like time is in your hands during the summer season. But for incoming high school seniors, summer season meant preparation for the series of entrance examinations plus the National Career Assessment Exams that will all be administered during the course of their senior year.Of course, I’ve been there and done that. In turn, I want to help YOU (Yes, you) through the course of your preparation. This entry is not only for high school seniors but also for every high school student. International school students and those who are planning to study abroad have to prepare for their SAT Subject Exams and/or the International Baccalaureate exams. Even those graduates who are to take their licensure exams might also find this article useful.
Really, if you have money, just spend it on a quality review class package as they have the nearest idea on what might come up on the exams so no need for you to waste time on the hassle of what to study. But if you just want to self-study, I’m not stopping you.
The following article is first printed in the Sapientia et Virtus (Official Student Publication of SSA Upper School Department) Vol. 17, No. 2 , page 8 which was released last March 2008.
Hope it helps!
---
Strength in Numbers
By Ia Marie Donna B. Cruz
Tick-tock. Tick-tock.
As the time swiftly flutters, only the rapid scratching and tapping of pencils can be heard amidst the silence during standardized testing sessions, may it be the emotional quotient examination or the National Career Assessment Exams.
Standardized test are used as a basis of measurement of an individual’s capability in a specific dimension of learning or skill. More often than not, students are very anxious towards standardized testing that such fear deprives them the capacity to perform their best during the said exams.
Enough of the sweaty palms and pencil-biting. Certainly, there are a number of ways to beat that test-taking panic and attain that 99+ percentile you are aiming!
Know thy enemy. To conquer a test, one should be prepared with what to expect in the exam. From the subject areas to the point-system employed, a well-informed test-taker should know the specifics of the said exam he is to take. This is a simple but a very effective step towards tests so that you won’t be surprised or sanctioned if, for example, you brought a calculator when it is not allowed during the testing administration.
Perfection cannot be rushed. It is NEVER too early to open your biology or algebra books and review the concepts you might have forgotten through the course of education. There are hundreds of thousands of possible questions which can be asked. If you “plan” to review your whole year equivalent of geometry lessons one week before your test day, there is a less chance that you retain what you have read. A month before your exam, take at least an hour daily to rehash your knowledge on the subject areas you are to deal with. Your brain absorbs information better when it is not stressed by the rush which is a key in avoiding information overload and mental block on the exam day.
Practice makes 99 plus. There are a lot of available written resources with practice tests patterned from the actual test. A pre-test experience gives you more of an insight of what to expect during the test day like how to pace your time, possible types of questions and the areas you need to improve.
The pencil is mightier than the sword. Most standardized tests only allow the use of pencil in coding of answers on the answer sheets. A day before the test, see to it that you have all the materials you are to need during your exam – sharpened pencils, working pencil sharpener, good eraser, test permit, calculator (if you are allowed to use it) and some snacks especially when the examination will take a number of hours.
An apple a day keeps panic away. Hours before your scheduled test, be sure to eat a filling meal. As much as possible, distractions are avoided to ensure that you are given the opportunity to perform your maximum. Testing with an empty stomach is equal to disruption. Worrying about the rumbles of your stomach while going through the tests will certainly affect your results negatively.
The early bird catches the worm. Arrive at the test center on time. There might be instructions to be given by the proctors regarding the exams before the start of the test administration. Being late does not only risk you to make mistakes in the course of the test but it also jeopardizes the outcome of your results. This principle also applies in submitting your test paper when the time is called.
It’s all in your head. Confidence (not overconfidence) is your best friend during testing. Being confident with what you have reviewed and practiced before the exam boosts your performance psychologically.
Don’t forget the “R”. Read. Before answering, read the directions, the restrictions and other pieces of information you may need to know in order to answer the questions. Students are often victims of their negligence of the instructions that costs them their scores.
Time is gold. While testing, remember to pace your self according to the time limit set. Though it seems impossible to finish a 25 item test in 10 minutes, it can be accomplished. Speed reading is a great skill to employ wherein you save time in understanding questions without losing accuracy. If such skill is not applicable to you, answer questions you are certain that you can answer correctly.
Aim then shoot. Guess intelligently. If you find your self stuck on a test item, read the answer choices. Eliminating half of the number of the choices increases your chance of getting the correct answer by 50 percent.
Breathe. Breathe – it helps calm the mind to perform better.
Look up. God, Allah, Yahweh, Buddha, Energy – whatever you call Him, don’t forget to ask for His guidance. Trust me, it works.
---
Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. The answer for the equation above is 48. Check it. ;)
P.P.S.
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-No Derivative Works 3.0 Philippines License.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Manga Galore!
It's truly summer!
Can you feel the heat? Yeah, I can't wait to hit the beach! For the meantime, let's talk about my manga (Japanese comic books) collection. Yayness!
Starting today, I am planning of concentrating my manga collection. In short, I’m currently selling used copies of the following manga titles:
Land of the Blindfolded (Tsukuba Sakura) vol. 3 and 4 [English]
Gals! (Mihona Fujii) Vol. 1 [Japanese]
Inuyasha (Rumiko Takahashi) vol. 1 [Japanese]
Yu-Gi-Oh! (Kazuki Takahashi) vol. 7 [English]
Card Captor Sakura AniManga (Clamp) Vol. 1 [Japanese]
Rurouni Kenshin (Nobuhiro Watsuki) Vol. 1 [English]
Don’t worry, though all the items listed above are used, they're all well kept and are all in a good condition. Since it's summer season, the price is amenable. If you are interested, post a comment or email me for details on the price.
I hope to hear from you all soon!
Can you feel the heat? Yeah, I can't wait to hit the beach! For the meantime, let's talk about my manga (Japanese comic books) collection. Yayness!
Starting today, I am planning of concentrating my manga collection. In short, I’m currently selling used copies of the following manga titles:
Land of the Blindfolded (Tsukuba Sakura) vol. 3 and 4 [English]
Gals! (Mihona Fujii) Vol. 1 [Japanese]
Inuyasha (Rumiko Takahashi) vol. 1 [Japanese]
Yu-Gi-Oh! (Kazuki Takahashi) vol. 7 [English]
Card Captor Sakura AniManga (Clamp) Vol. 1 [Japanese]
Rurouni Kenshin (Nobuhiro Watsuki) Vol. 1 [English]
Don’t worry, though all the items listed above are used, they're all well kept and are all in a good condition. Since it's summer season, the price is amenable. If you are interested, post a comment or email me for details on the price.
I hope to hear from you all soon!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
First Evanescent Encounter
The year was 2003. A bubbly grade 5 student was walking her usual way from school, along the bustling suburban area near her home. As she passed by an electronics shop, the speakers resonated a symphony that made the fifth grader’s world stop. The scurrying people disappeared – only the electrifying vocals that sent currents throughout her body remained. It didn’t matter that she’s not a big rock fan for she’s a melodic soul.
Who cares if she got bumped repeatedly if she can savor the few minutes of musical bliss?
Reality woke her from the spur of the moment heavenly sensation. For days, she wondered who the owner of such powerful voice was, wanting to hear it once more. She would go on reminiscing for that moment of euphoria. Until one regular Saturday afternoon, while browsing through her HEKASI book, her ears pulsated sweetly. Immediately, she jumped off her seat and grabbed the radio from its place and savored the electric song once more. As the song finished, the DJ spoke the words the little fan girl longed to hear:
“And that was Bring Me to Life by Evanescence, the sound track from the movie Daredevil. Stay tuned for more music after the short commercial break.”
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So I guess I’m born eMo…or maybe not.
I wasn’t exaggerating when I wrote that little memoir about my first evanescent encounter with Evanescence. I’ve never been so hooked with a band or singer before Evanescence though I love music so much. So hooked that I bought my first original CD which was the Daredevil: The Album because I though that the song Bring Me to Life was just a single. Eventually, I got my hands on Fallen – the first international album release of Evanescence. I love the album so much that in just three days after my purchase, I already know by heart the 13 song lyrics of the said album, from Going Under to Whisper.
I didn’t stop there.
Summer before sixth grade, I’m already adept to the use of the Internet. I’ve searched for news about Evanescence and their discography before they became an international hit. I really wanted one of that limited, 2500 copies-only demo album of the Evanescence -- Origin. It has the original arrangements of My Immortal, Bring Me to Life and Imaginary as well as other demo songs.
I really got crazy when I was able to buy the song Heart-Shaped Box off the ‘net for it was one of Evanescence’s first songs. Though it’s not as polished as the songs included in Fallen, the Evanescence identity is already there.
I really, really wanna see Amy Lee live on stage. News from Evanescence.com cheered me up though. They are releasing a DVD edition of the Anywhere but Home live album. I won’t see Amy and the band in the flesh, I get to see how they actually… jam. Unfortunately, third-world countries don’t enjoy all the entertainment resources that first-world countries have and because of that, I wasn’t able to get a copy of that Anywhere but Home DVD. But still, I regularly check record bars for that DVD. I still want it after all these years.
A lot happened within Evanescence when I became überly busy with high school. In late 2003, Ben Moody left the band after a falling out with Amy Lee. Bassist Will Boyd said his farewell to the band in 2006 and Tim McCord replaced him. John Lecrompt, the band’s guitarist, stated in 2007 that he was fired from the band while drummer Rocky Gray expressed his resignation in the same year. I maybe a self-professed Evanescence fan, I still wasn’t able to keep up with all the happenings within the band due to academic engagements I had to fulfill.
By the release of their second album, The Open Door, Evanescence’s line-up is composed of lead vocalist, keyboardist and songwriter Amy Lee-Hartzler, lead guitarist and co-songwriter Terry Balsamo, and bass guitarist, Tim McCord. Then again, I still don’t have this album with me and I’m dying to have one. Sigh. I need to have The Open Door. I’m not obsessed okay?
For five years and counting, I am still a proud Evanescence fan. Especially Amy Lee (I still can’t call her Amy Hartzler even though she’s already married.). I admire her not only as a singer and songwriter but also as a person. She says what she feels with no pretenses. She’s who she is. And that personality of hers really contributed a lot to the identity of Evanescence.
Until this day, whenever I hear Evanescence songs, I still feel as good as I have when I first had my evanescent encounter. Have you ever had yours?
Who cares if she got bumped repeatedly if she can savor the few minutes of musical bliss?
Reality woke her from the spur of the moment heavenly sensation. For days, she wondered who the owner of such powerful voice was, wanting to hear it once more. She would go on reminiscing for that moment of euphoria. Until one regular Saturday afternoon, while browsing through her HEKASI book, her ears pulsated sweetly. Immediately, she jumped off her seat and grabbed the radio from its place and savored the electric song once more. As the song finished, the DJ spoke the words the little fan girl longed to hear:
“And that was Bring Me to Life by Evanescence, the sound track from the movie Daredevil. Stay tuned for more music after the short commercial break.”
----
So I guess I’m born eMo…or maybe not.
I wasn’t exaggerating when I wrote that little memoir about my first evanescent encounter with Evanescence. I’ve never been so hooked with a band or singer before Evanescence though I love music so much. So hooked that I bought my first original CD which was the Daredevil: The Album because I though that the song Bring Me to Life was just a single. Eventually, I got my hands on Fallen – the first international album release of Evanescence. I love the album so much that in just three days after my purchase, I already know by heart the 13 song lyrics of the said album, from Going Under to Whisper.
I didn’t stop there.
Summer before sixth grade, I’m already adept to the use of the Internet. I’ve searched for news about Evanescence and their discography before they became an international hit. I really wanted one of that limited, 2500 copies-only demo album of the Evanescence -- Origin. It has the original arrangements of My Immortal, Bring Me to Life and Imaginary as well as other demo songs.
I really got crazy when I was able to buy the song Heart-Shaped Box off the ‘net for it was one of Evanescence’s first songs. Though it’s not as polished as the songs included in Fallen, the Evanescence identity is already there.
I really, really wanna see Amy Lee live on stage. News from Evanescence.com cheered me up though. They are releasing a DVD edition of the Anywhere but Home live album. I won’t see Amy and the band in the flesh, I get to see how they actually… jam. Unfortunately, third-world countries don’t enjoy all the entertainment resources that first-world countries have and because of that, I wasn’t able to get a copy of that Anywhere but Home DVD. But still, I regularly check record bars for that DVD. I still want it after all these years.
A lot happened within Evanescence when I became überly busy with high school. In late 2003, Ben Moody left the band after a falling out with Amy Lee. Bassist Will Boyd said his farewell to the band in 2006 and Tim McCord replaced him. John Lecrompt, the band’s guitarist, stated in 2007 that he was fired from the band while drummer Rocky Gray expressed his resignation in the same year. I maybe a self-professed Evanescence fan, I still wasn’t able to keep up with all the happenings within the band due to academic engagements I had to fulfill.
By the release of their second album, The Open Door, Evanescence’s line-up is composed of lead vocalist, keyboardist and songwriter Amy Lee-Hartzler, lead guitarist and co-songwriter Terry Balsamo, and bass guitarist, Tim McCord. Then again, I still don’t have this album with me and I’m dying to have one. Sigh. I need to have The Open Door. I’m not obsessed okay?
For five years and counting, I am still a proud Evanescence fan. Especially Amy Lee (I still can’t call her Amy Hartzler even though she’s already married.). I admire her not only as a singer and songwriter but also as a person. She says what she feels with no pretenses. She’s who she is. And that personality of hers really contributed a lot to the identity of Evanescence.
Until this day, whenever I hear Evanescence songs, I still feel as good as I have when I first had my evanescent encounter. Have you ever had yours?
Sunday, April 13, 2008
The Open Door
Someday, I’ll grow old and somewhat forgetful.
If I am to forget my high school days, I want to at least remember two things – friends and graduation.
By this time, I’m already an official college student. As Nelly Furtado said ‘all good things come to an end’ and this means that I am to start a new and better sojourn.
I could care less of the graduation ceremony for it was just a rehearsed manifestation of our transition from high school to college. When I mean graduation, I am pertaining to the journey and growth I have gone through the course of four years in secondary education. I became happy, frustrated, hurt, experienced and mature during the process. I gained new friends, looked up to great educators, found people who share my interests, honed my skills while discovering new ones and now, I am treasuring all the experiences I had.
Thank you, God, my parents, classmates, teachers, friends, perhaps some foes and all the great souls who made my high school days meaningful. I appreciate all the help and assistance you’ve showered me especially during the times of struggle and triumph.
Now that I am to take on another road, I am still in need of all of you guys because I couldn’t have done it without you. This may be a goodbye but I still hope to see you along the lengthy path towards my professional life.
From being a lassie, I’ve become a girl. Now, I am a teen struggling to become a woman.
Be sure to be there during my transformation.
Sayonara, High School…
If I am to forget my high school days, I want to at least remember two things – friends and graduation.
By this time, I’m already an official college student. As Nelly Furtado said ‘all good things come to an end’ and this means that I am to start a new and better sojourn.
I could care less of the graduation ceremony for it was just a rehearsed manifestation of our transition from high school to college. When I mean graduation, I am pertaining to the journey and growth I have gone through the course of four years in secondary education. I became happy, frustrated, hurt, experienced and mature during the process. I gained new friends, looked up to great educators, found people who share my interests, honed my skills while discovering new ones and now, I am treasuring all the experiences I had.
Thank you, God, my parents, classmates, teachers, friends, perhaps some foes and all the great souls who made my high school days meaningful. I appreciate all the help and assistance you’ve showered me especially during the times of struggle and triumph.
Now that I am to take on another road, I am still in need of all of you guys because I couldn’t have done it without you. This may be a goodbye but I still hope to see you along the lengthy path towards my professional life.
From being a lassie, I’ve become a girl. Now, I am a teen struggling to become a woman.
Be sure to be there during my transformation.
Sayonara, High School…
Monday, April 07, 2008
Changes
Like what you see?
A friend told me that my blog gives him (yeah, he’s a guy) the creeps. At first, I was really insulted big time because I thought he was talking about my entries which contain my thoughts and feelings. And considering that he’s my friend, he shouldn’t be judging me insensitively. But as these thoughts fill my coconut shell, I hear him continue with his opinion on my blog.
“Allyne, I can’t really read your entries with those girly-colored stars and flowers lingering on the background.”
Talk about flattened. How could I doubt you, Ji-kun?!?
*glomps Ji-kun*
Okay, enough of the glomping and all that jazz. Let me tell you about what you see.
The new Seeing Blind Spot banner is a picture from my Seniors’ promenade. [Yeah, it’s new if you haven’t noticed. Scroll up. ;-) ] Anyway, I’m not really sure of when during the event did I take the picture and not to mention that it was really blurred. But the instant that I look at the picture taken by my digital camera the day after the prom, I felt so good. Even though I can’t see their faces, I see the happiness – the warmth. It’s like the moment is perfect by itself that with the feeling, there’s no need for details.
I want to share it with you. The feeling.
Of course we all have our opinions and I’m not coercing you to see the way I see but feel free to express your views. We have the liberty to see everything we want but it is our responsibility to convey our thoughts on matters. We create a difference by determining what’s right or wrong. My views. You choose. Right?
At the moment, I really am in love with the color brown. It looks so classic and earthy plus, it’s really easy on the eyes. What do you think?
Anyway, I just hope that the guys who would drop by won’t get Goosebumps due to the colors and all.
Awww…I am really missing high school. Oh, did I tell you about our graduation already? Hmm…guess not. I’ll tell you about it next time!
Sweetness,
Allyne
A friend told me that my blog gives him (yeah, he’s a guy) the creeps. At first, I was really insulted big time because I thought he was talking about my entries which contain my thoughts and feelings. And considering that he’s my friend, he shouldn’t be judging me insensitively. But as these thoughts fill my coconut shell, I hear him continue with his opinion on my blog.
“Allyne, I can’t really read your entries with those girly-colored stars and flowers lingering on the background.”
Talk about flattened. How could I doubt you, Ji-kun?!?
*glomps Ji-kun*
Okay, enough of the glomping and all that jazz. Let me tell you about what you see.
The new Seeing Blind Spot banner is a picture from my Seniors’ promenade. [Yeah, it’s new if you haven’t noticed. Scroll up. ;-) ] Anyway, I’m not really sure of when during the event did I take the picture and not to mention that it was really blurred. But the instant that I look at the picture taken by my digital camera the day after the prom, I felt so good. Even though I can’t see their faces, I see the happiness – the warmth. It’s like the moment is perfect by itself that with the feeling, there’s no need for details.
I want to share it with you. The feeling.
Of course we all have our opinions and I’m not coercing you to see the way I see but feel free to express your views. We have the liberty to see everything we want but it is our responsibility to convey our thoughts on matters. We create a difference by determining what’s right or wrong. My views. You choose. Right?
At the moment, I really am in love with the color brown. It looks so classic and earthy plus, it’s really easy on the eyes. What do you think?
Anyway, I just hope that the guys who would drop by won’t get Goosebumps due to the colors and all.
Awww…I am really missing high school. Oh, did I tell you about our graduation already? Hmm…guess not. I’ll tell you about it next time!
Sweetness,
Allyne
Sunday, March 23, 2008
March Moments
I know.
I haven’t written in a while and many things have been bothering me since late February. But before all the laughter and drama, I want to greet you all a HAPPY, HAPPY EASTER! Let’s thank Jesus for this day as it is because of His resurrection that we are alive.
---
After months of scrutinizing Shakespeare, analyzing physics and equating equations, March
marks the start of the countdown to bidding ‘sayonara high school!’. All the sleepless nights are forgotten along with the tiresome completion of requirements as every high school senior look forward to receiving their diplomas. Much as I do prefer reading novels compared to all-night hardcore partying, I can’t deny that I also anticipate free days when I can just rest and do nothing at all. I’m trying not to be nostalgic or anything but really, the idea of me graduating from high school already seems to be a bit too soon. I really had a hell of a great time in high school through all the ups and downs and experiences. Maybe I am sad because of the goodbyes I’m about to give and receive. I’ve formed different bonds with people and the thought of having to part with them even temporarily is really bringing my spirits down. I’m really going to miss a lot of people especially YOU GUYS OF BONIFACIO, SILANG, DE JESUS and QUEZON.
When things end, something is sure to start. College life is just around the corner but I am still standing in front of two fork roads. The institution I am to take my college education portrays a big role in my future career and I want to be certain for money is a big issue related to college education. As of this moment, I have less than one week to decide between Ateneo de Manila University and the University of the Philippines - Diliman. I have no academic problems with Ateneo because I find their BS Health Science competitive enough to get me into a good medical school after 4 years. On the other hand, I am unsure of studying in UP due to the fact that the degree program they have accepted me in is called AB Linguistics. Though I am überly interested in language scholarship, I am inclined towards the medical profession specifically pediatrics.
Linguistics.
Medicine.
See the connection?
No? Yeah, thought so too.
Well, I pray to God that He will always guide me in every decision I am to make.
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Pressing the ‘Rewind’ button, I want to share some happenings these past weeks before I finally let the curtains of high school fall. Might I forget all the details in the far future, I am at ease that
I’ll always remember the highlights by writing them down.
Final examinations made its way into our lives. Seniors like me scratched our pens on test sheets one last time in high school before facing the new challenges of college life. Contrary to popular belief, the final exams are not-so-breezy. In my case, my nose bled (figuratively, of course) while taking the Drafting exams specifically the part of predicting feasible orthographic sketches and my brain did a back flip the moment I laid my eyes on the Physics test due to my naïveté (actually, it is due to my absence in class) regarding the principles of calculating the mechanical advantages of simple machines. In anyway, those mind boggles are stuffs of the past. With only the toga and diploma needed to complete the picture, the seniors of my batch including I, feel that the graduation season is fast approaching.
But before we don those gala ensembles, the Sapientia et Virtus staff needs to fulfill their last duty for school year 2007 – 2008 which is to publish the yearly SEV magazine. At this point, I admit that I am really nostalgic. I’ve been a part of this organization throughout my stay in high school and I’ll really miss all the moments I’ve shared with my co-staff especially the teachings I’ve learned from the two great advisers of this org – Teacher Rodel and THE Goddess. I can’t imagine school without this organization chiefly because sev/ap is my first family in high school and I have made most of my tight bonds within this org. Every issue we release means so much to me for we poured our hearts and efforts to it. Not to forget the fun trips we had to the different press conferences and seminars. Nothing can really make me forget all those experiences I had with the staff.
Aside from fulfilling my duties as a sev/ap staff, I am also in the quest of raising my voice with the other coro san antonio members as we are preparing for our last performances – Baccalaureate mass and the Seniors’ Graduation. But before that, coro san antonio actually got its biggest break since its organization. The Philippine Normal University Chorale invited us, along with 8 other chorales, to join them in the first Voices Concert held at the PhilAm Life Theater last March 7, 2008. Great experience – these words certainly describe the memory I had that night with all other great choirs! The training days were really exhausting but worth the efforts. You guys can watch our performance on YouTube.com by typing coro san Antonio on the search box. You’ve got to watch it!
Not to forget, cheers to the SSA Seagulls Pep Squad for a back-to-back Championship title in the National Cheering Competition. All your hard work has paid off! Woohoo!
Surely, time really flies fast when you are having fun. One day you’re just on your first day as a Freshman and the next day you find yourself practicing for the Senior year graduation. Even so, we can’t help the reality that we all have to leave but in one way or another, we do return. And that is the purpose of memories. We may be gone, but we can always go back.
Off to college!
Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. I forgot to greet one of my besties, Kristine, a happy birthday last March 8 along side the celebration of Women’s Day.
I haven’t written in a while and many things have been bothering me since late February. But before all the laughter and drama, I want to greet you all a HAPPY, HAPPY EASTER! Let’s thank Jesus for this day as it is because of His resurrection that we are alive.
---
After months of scrutinizing Shakespeare, analyzing physics and equating equations, March
marks the start of the countdown to bidding ‘sayonara high school!’. All the sleepless nights are forgotten along with the tiresome completion of requirements as every high school senior look forward to receiving their diplomas. Much as I do prefer reading novels compared to all-night hardcore partying, I can’t deny that I also anticipate free days when I can just rest and do nothing at all. I’m trying not to be nostalgic or anything but really, the idea of me graduating from high school already seems to be a bit too soon. I really had a hell of a great time in high school through all the ups and downs and experiences. Maybe I am sad because of the goodbyes I’m about to give and receive. I’ve formed different bonds with people and the thought of having to part with them even temporarily is really bringing my spirits down. I’m really going to miss a lot of people especially YOU GUYS OF BONIFACIO, SILANG, DE JESUS and QUEZON.When things end, something is sure to start. College life is just around the corner but I am still standing in front of two fork roads. The institution I am to take my college education portrays a big role in my future career and I want to be certain for money is a big issue related to college education. As of this moment, I have less than one week to decide between Ateneo de Manila University and the University of the Philippines - Diliman. I have no academic problems with Ateneo because I find their BS Health Science competitive enough to get me into a good medical school after 4 years. On the other hand, I am unsure of studying in UP due to the fact that the degree program they have accepted me in is called AB Linguistics. Though I am überly interested in language scholarship, I am inclined towards the medical profession specifically pediatrics.
Linguistics.
Medicine.
See the connection?
No? Yeah, thought so too.
Well, I pray to God that He will always guide me in every decision I am to make.
---
Pressing the ‘Rewind’ button, I want to share some happenings these past weeks before I finally let the curtains of high school fall. Might I forget all the details in the far future, I am at ease that
I’ll always remember the highlights by writing them down.Final examinations made its way into our lives. Seniors like me scratched our pens on test sheets one last time in high school before facing the new challenges of college life. Contrary to popular belief, the final exams are not-so-breezy. In my case, my nose bled (figuratively, of course) while taking the Drafting exams specifically the part of predicting feasible orthographic sketches and my brain did a back flip the moment I laid my eyes on the Physics test due to my naïveté (actually, it is due to my absence in class) regarding the principles of calculating the mechanical advantages of simple machines. In anyway, those mind boggles are stuffs of the past. With only the toga and diploma needed to complete the picture, the seniors of my batch including I, feel that the graduation season is fast approaching.
But before we don those gala ensembles, the Sapientia et Virtus staff needs to fulfill their last duty for school year 2007 – 2008 which is to publish the yearly SEV magazine. At this point, I admit that I am really nostalgic. I’ve been a part of this organization throughout my stay in high school and I’ll really miss all the moments I’ve shared with my co-staff especially the teachings I’ve learned from the two great advisers of this org – Teacher Rodel and THE Goddess. I can’t imagine school without this organization chiefly because sev/ap is my first family in high school and I have made most of my tight bonds within this org. Every issue we release means so much to me for we poured our hearts and efforts to it. Not to forget the fun trips we had to the different press conferences and seminars. Nothing can really make me forget all those experiences I had with the staff.
Aside from fulfilling my duties as a sev/ap staff, I am also in the quest of raising my voice with the other coro san antonio members as we are preparing for our last performances – Baccalaureate mass and the Seniors’ Graduation. But before that, coro san antonio actually got its biggest break since its organization. The Philippine Normal University Chorale invited us, along with 8 other chorales, to join them in the first Voices Concert held at the PhilAm Life Theater last March 7, 2008. Great experience – these words certainly describe the memory I had that night with all other great choirs! The training days were really exhausting but worth the efforts. You guys can watch our performance on YouTube.com by typing coro san Antonio on the search box. You’ve got to watch it!Not to forget, cheers to the SSA Seagulls Pep Squad for a back-to-back Championship title in the National Cheering Competition. All your hard work has paid off! Woohoo!
Surely, time really flies fast when you are having fun. One day you’re just on your first day as a Freshman and the next day you find yourself practicing for the Senior year graduation. Even so, we can’t help the reality that we all have to leave but in one way or another, we do return. And that is the purpose of memories. We may be gone, but we can always go back.
Off to college!
Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. I forgot to greet one of my besties, Kristine, a happy birthday last March 8 along side the celebration of Women’s Day.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
When the Clock Strikes 12
With a few more days left for me before I finally say goodbye to high school, I found myself cherishing the sparkling eight hours filled with moments I spent as me, only in a fancy hotel and a lavish dress.
Regularly, I’m more like just a piece of the 300 some students making up the Seniors Batch
2008 with my nose buried on some book or probably fussing about the next quiz. And when prom season came in, I felt surprisingly excited about it. During the previous year level, I had the worst perspective and experience of the so-called ‘prom’. To go to the prom was already bad because of my insecurity issues coupled with the fact that I have to dance with a partner whose attitude spells M-E-A-N and whose dancing capabilities is that of a baby.
Exactly a year after the said tragic event, I just found myself staring at the fancy glass doors of the Shangri-La with the well-dressed ushers and usherettes waiting for me to step inside. All the ‘ifs’ and ‘buts’ that were racing inside my head just faded away as my feet had its way. I didn’t really give a thought on how the people were looking at me as I literally kicked my billowy skirts as it made walking a short distance seem more difficult. I was kind of stunned when I finally arrived near the function room because the last time I attended a party in Shangri-La, the place looks a bit dreary. All those lights, the exquisite chandeliers, the stunning people of my batch in their transformations, I’ve got nothing more to say. It’s every girl’s dream come true.
Days before the Seniors’ prom, I discovered a lot of things about myself. Since I entered high school, my social confidence started from zero. Being bulky is a big no-no. Getting A’s is equal to
boring and a social torture is an initiation measure for transfer students. Dancing a sensual dance like rumba made me realize how thankful I should be. I may not be that ‘butch’ to pass the norm but I am still given an illness-free body. Feeling great about yourself and knowing how good you are starts from small steps. Surrounded by people I can be honest with is a chance given for me to grab the chance to give myself some credit. There is more than the dance itself. Appreciating your self, enjoying other people’s company, earning the respect of your partner – these life’s simple lessons dawned to me not from some textbook but from taking the experience. And because of that, I presented myself as a full person, before and after the prom.
After the formalities of the program, carefree people hit the dance
floor, grooving to the hip mix of tunes. And to think that Teachers Jinky and Nil initiated the wild night, how cool is that? I thank the teachers for really letting us have our way, at least just for that night. What’s more, I actually became a party person that night, well, before the slow songs filled the airwaves. Not that I’m bitter or something but I just don’t understand why people often associate proms with romance. I guess everyone’s just feeling hopelessly romantic given that we held our prom during the season of love.
Though I sat for most of the slow dancing portion of the affair, my seven slow dances this year
meant so much more than my 18 dances during my previous prom. The guys I danced with were the ones who actually saw me through all these years and became my close buddies, hopefully forever. But that night, I actually had one wish. They say that the last dance is the most special of them all and before the night ended, I told God that if a guy I’m not really close to dances with me for the last dance, I’ll be the happiest person in that occasion. While hopefully waiting for that particular moment, I spent most of my time capturing memories and of course, happily watching the people on the dance floor whose arms surround each other and finally gazing into each other’s eyes.
When Teacher Reymond announced that there would only be 1 song before the prom’s last song is to be played, I just sat there and waited for God’s response. Finally, the song “Bubbly” filled the room. I kind thought that God’s decision didn’t favor me so I just decided to pull myself from the comfy seat and call my dad to fetch me when Jayson Ramirez stood in front of me and asked me to dance. I thanked God silently for that moment not because I’m getting gigglish or romantic. Though Jayson and I are on speaking terms, we are not that close at all. I just knew him from my freshman days and that was it. I asked for that kind of dance from God because I’m in need of guys who can see girls not just objects of romance but great friends as well. I am hoping that this is a chance for me to form new and lasting bonds outside my shell.
I’m not really into making life complicated. Promenade or no promenade, I believe that love should be celebrated everyday, no need for fancy demonstrations but if you want to, you may give me a blue tulip. My seniors’ prom definitely gave me a clear picture of life’s real lessons than I have inside the classroom. As the Spice Girls once sang “If you want to last forever, friendship never ends”, I’m surely going to make the lasting bonds of my life now.
Happy-ever-after’s do happen.
Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. Did you notice that this post is now loaded with pics? Well, as much as I want to post all of my 142 pictures during my prom night, I don't really think that will be a good idea. If you reaaaallllllyyyyy want to see them, just tell me okay?
Regularly, I’m more like just a piece of the 300 some students making up the Seniors Batch
2008 with my nose buried on some book or probably fussing about the next quiz. And when prom season came in, I felt surprisingly excited about it. During the previous year level, I had the worst perspective and experience of the so-called ‘prom’. To go to the prom was already bad because of my insecurity issues coupled with the fact that I have to dance with a partner whose attitude spells M-E-A-N and whose dancing capabilities is that of a baby.
Exactly a year after the said tragic event, I just found myself staring at the fancy glass doors of the Shangri-La with the well-dressed ushers and usherettes waiting for me to step inside. All the ‘ifs’ and ‘buts’ that were racing inside my head just faded away as my feet had its way. I didn’t really give a thought on how the people were looking at me as I literally kicked my billowy skirts as it made walking a short distance seem more difficult. I was kind of stunned when I finally arrived near the function room because the last time I attended a party in Shangri-La, the place looks a bit dreary. All those lights, the exquisite chandeliers, the stunning people of my batch in their transformations, I’ve got nothing more to say. It’s every girl’s dream come true.Days before the Seniors’ prom, I discovered a lot of things about myself. Since I entered high school, my social confidence started from zero. Being bulky is a big no-no. Getting A’s is equal to
boring and a social torture is an initiation measure for transfer students. Dancing a sensual dance like rumba made me realize how thankful I should be. I may not be that ‘butch’ to pass the norm but I am still given an illness-free body. Feeling great about yourself and knowing how good you are starts from small steps. Surrounded by people I can be honest with is a chance given for me to grab the chance to give myself some credit. There is more than the dance itself. Appreciating your self, enjoying other people’s company, earning the respect of your partner – these life’s simple lessons dawned to me not from some textbook but from taking the experience. And because of that, I presented myself as a full person, before and after the prom.After the formalities of the program, carefree people hit the dance
floor, grooving to the hip mix of tunes. And to think that Teachers Jinky and Nil initiated the wild night, how cool is that? I thank the teachers for really letting us have our way, at least just for that night. What’s more, I actually became a party person that night, well, before the slow songs filled the airwaves. Not that I’m bitter or something but I just don’t understand why people often associate proms with romance. I guess everyone’s just feeling hopelessly romantic given that we held our prom during the season of love.Though I sat for most of the slow dancing portion of the affair, my seven slow dances this year
meant so much more than my 18 dances during my previous prom. The guys I danced with were the ones who actually saw me through all these years and became my close buddies, hopefully forever. But that night, I actually had one wish. They say that the last dance is the most special of them all and before the night ended, I told God that if a guy I’m not really close to dances with me for the last dance, I’ll be the happiest person in that occasion. While hopefully waiting for that particular moment, I spent most of my time capturing memories and of course, happily watching the people on the dance floor whose arms surround each other and finally gazing into each other’s eyes.
When Teacher Reymond announced that there would only be 1 song before the prom’s last song is to be played, I just sat there and waited for God’s response. Finally, the song “Bubbly” filled the room. I kind thought that God’s decision didn’t favor me so I just decided to pull myself from the comfy seat and call my dad to fetch me when Jayson Ramirez stood in front of me and asked me to dance. I thanked God silently for that moment not because I’m getting gigglish or romantic. Though Jayson and I are on speaking terms, we are not that close at all. I just knew him from my freshman days and that was it. I asked for that kind of dance from God because I’m in need of guys who can see girls not just objects of romance but great friends as well. I am hoping that this is a chance for me to form new and lasting bonds outside my shell.I’m not really into making life complicated. Promenade or no promenade, I believe that love should be celebrated everyday, no need for fancy demonstrations but if you want to, you may give me a blue tulip. My seniors’ prom definitely gave me a clear picture of life’s real lessons than I have inside the classroom. As the Spice Girls once sang “If you want to last forever, friendship never ends”, I’m surely going to make the lasting bonds of my life now.
Happy-ever-after’s do happen.
Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. Did you notice that this post is now loaded with pics? Well, as much as I want to post all of my 142 pictures during my prom night, I don't really think that will be a good idea. If you reaaaallllllyyyyy want to see them, just tell me okay?
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Flicks over Dates
The moment my eyelids flew open this morning due to the weird buzzing of the alarm clock, I immediately thought of school. Then, my sister poked her head from the divider and said, “Ate, Happy Valentine’s!” and I was like ‘really?’.
February 14 – the most awaited and most ‘romantic’ day of the year, well, mostly for people whose hearts are filled with the ‘L’ word. Who cares about fact that people don’t really know who Saint Valentine are (because there are actually three, if you haven’t read my previous post)? What’s important is the idea that once in a while we make others feel more special as they already are.
What’s with that long face? Alone on the Hearts’ Day? No big deal! For us single but not (or probably) looking people, a romantic movie marathon with your gal pals is a sure way to feel the giggles of the season. Our time is yet to come so for the meantime, let’s just celebrate an alternate occasion – Singles Awareness Day!
Of course, I have prepared my Top 10 Flicks to warm your hearts. Err, apparently, this list (most probably) appeals to the girls than the guys but who knows, right? Here goes…
10.) Mr. and Mrs. Smith (Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie) – 2 secret agents, one love affair. Not really your typical romance but this movie will bring you to the edge of your seats while making you fight the urge to coo “awwww, how sweet”. Recommended to those who find love hopeless.
9.) Pride and Prejudice (Kiera Knightley and Matthew Mcfayden) – Turn back the hands of time and witness the Old English society’s view on love as the wealthy and frank Mr. Darcy falls prey to the charms and wit of simple Elizabeth Bennet. Personally, this is my all-time favorite romantic film but since we live in the modern days and not everyone appreciates intellectual love affairs (as much as I do), Pride and Prejudice have to settle for the ninth place. Of course, this movie was based on the novel by Jane Austen which is a real must-read!
8.) Just Like Heaven (Reese Witherspoon and Mark Ruffalo) – When David rents his new apartment, the last thing he needs is company. Then Elizabeth shows up, insisting that the apartment is hers until she disappears right before his eyes. He’s convinced that she’s a ghost. She’s convinced she’s alive. As they search for Elizabeth’s past, their relationship changes from resentment to romance. This love-hate flick will certainly tickle the cockles of your heart whether you like it or not.
7.) A Cinderella Story (Chad Michael Murray and Hilary Duff) – Just like the ageless fairytale, Sam Montgomery’s life is messed up by her Botox-treated stepmom and her two poser stepsisters. So when Austin, the typical high school hunk, and diner girl Sam had a connection through a Princeton chatroom, a meeting at the homecoming dance is quite the night to remember. How cheesy the title may seem, A Cinderella Story is the best chick flick ever since the fame of Hilary Duff, Lindsay Lohan and Paris Hilton.
6.) Moulin Rouge (Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman) – “The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.” In the time of the rise of the Bohemian Culture in France, Christian, an aspiring English writer, was captivated by the dazzling Satine, the star of the famous Moulin Rouge. Due to mistaken identities, Christian and Satine’s tangled unexpectedly more than just an act on a theater stage into love that endures death. Moulin Rouge will surely make your heart cry due to the mix of comedy, music and of course, drama.
February 14 – the most awaited and most ‘romantic’ day of the year, well, mostly for people whose hearts are filled with the ‘L’ word. Who cares about fact that people don’t really know who Saint Valentine are (because there are actually three, if you haven’t read my previous post)? What’s important is the idea that once in a while we make others feel more special as they already are.
What’s with that long face? Alone on the Hearts’ Day? No big deal! For us single but not (or probably) looking people, a romantic movie marathon with your gal pals is a sure way to feel the giggles of the season. Our time is yet to come so for the meantime, let’s just celebrate an alternate occasion – Singles Awareness Day!
Of course, I have prepared my Top 10 Flicks to warm your hearts. Err, apparently, this list (most probably) appeals to the girls than the guys but who knows, right? Here goes…
10.) Mr. and Mrs. Smith (Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie) – 2 secret agents, one love affair. Not really your typical romance but this movie will bring you to the edge of your seats while making you fight the urge to coo “awwww, how sweet”. Recommended to those who find love hopeless.9.) Pride and Prejudice (Kiera Knightley and Matthew Mcfayden) – Turn back the hands of time and witness the Old English society’s view on love as the wealthy and frank Mr. Darcy falls prey to the charms and wit of simple Elizabeth Bennet. Personally, this is my all-time favorite romantic film but since we live in the modern days and not everyone appreciates intellectual love affairs (as much as I do), Pride and Prejudice have to settle for the ninth place. Of course, this movie was based on the novel by Jane Austen which is a real must-read!
8.) Just Like Heaven (Reese Witherspoon and Mark Ruffalo) – When David rents his new apartment, the last thing he needs is company. Then Elizabeth shows up, insisting that the apartment is hers until she disappears right before his eyes. He’s convinced that she’s a ghost. She’s convinced she’s alive. As they search for Elizabeth’s past, their relationship changes from resentment to romance. This love-hate flick will certainly tickle the cockles of your heart whether you like it or not.
7.) A Cinderella Story (Chad Michael Murray and Hilary Duff) – Just like the ageless fairytale, Sam Montgomery’s life is messed up by her Botox-treated stepmom and her two poser stepsisters. So when Austin, the typical high school hunk, and diner girl Sam had a connection through a Princeton chatroom, a meeting at the homecoming dance is quite the night to remember. How cheesy the title may seem, A Cinderella Story is the best chick flick ever since the fame of Hilary Duff, Lindsay Lohan and Paris Hilton.
6.) Moulin Rouge (Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman) – “The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.” In the time of the rise of the Bohemian Culture in France, Christian, an aspiring English writer, was captivated by the dazzling Satine, the star of the famous Moulin Rouge. Due to mistaken identities, Christian and Satine’s tangled unexpectedly more than just an act on a theater stage into love that endures death. Moulin Rouge will surely make your heart cry due to the mix of comedy, music and of course, drama.
5.) My Fair Lady (Audrey Hepburn and Rex Harrison) -- My Fair Lady follows the transformation of Eliza Doolittle into a lady who can fool royalty with her elegance and grace. It all began as a bet when Professor Higgins states he can make any woman a lady simply by refining her speech and manners. He succeeds yet unbeknownst to him, he has also fallen in love with her. Like most men though, it takes losing her for him to finally figure this out. Definitely a classic, My Fair Lady will surely make you laugh and fall in love all over again.
4.) Closer (Natalie Portman, Julia Roberts, Jude Law, Clive Owen) – Honesty is the foundation of any relationship. Closer is the story of four individuals trying to find themselves in other people wherein trust is paid at a higher price. I really appreciated this film for its realism and reflection beyond the lies and confusion within a relationship. The idea of the film is very heavy but still very symbolic and significant. Closer exudes the importance of finding one’s self in order to love someone else.
3.) Titanic (Kate Winslet and Leonardo Di Caprio) – The Best Romantic movie of this generation, Titanic explores the love story beyond the tragedy of the historical vessel. Jack, a carefree drifter, boards the Titanic on its first voyage to find luck in the New World. On that ship, he crosses paths with the fair Rose who is on her way to marriage to a rich heir. Despite their social differences, the two lovers exuded that in love, nothing else comes close. A must see film.
2.) Love, Actually (Hugh Grant, Kiera Knightley, etc.) – Although set with a Christmassy atmosphere, Love, Actually is a great movie on the fact that there are so many ways that we can find love. Mostly unexpected but will surely be worth the wait. 8 different love stories all tangled in one movie, sprinkled with comedy and light drama, what more can you ask for?
1.) A Walk to Remember (Mandy Moore and Shane West) – From the book of the same title by Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to Remember captured the hearts of the young and old for its simple yet timeless portrayal of love as a life-changing catalyst that can survive the challenges of society and even the end of life. Perfect for everyone, single or taken. This film made me cry big time.
So there you have it guys. I hope you find this useful and fun the way I had when I watched these flicks. No violent reactions as these are just suggestions from yours truly. Well, let’s all have fun this season of love!
Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. Be sure to check my next post! It’s all about prom! ;)
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Eenie Mini Minnie Moe
To UP or not to UP?
This is a question I’ve been asking myself since the announcement of the qualifiers of the University of the Philippines College Admission Test (UPCAT). I, thankfully, passed the said examinations but unfortunately, I didn’t get the degree I really wanted. Adding up to the gravity of the situation is the fact that I also earned admission to the Ateneo de Manila University wherein I snagged a spot in the degree of my first choice.
Choosing between the two institutions is a big circumstance for me because I know that my future relies on this decision I am about to make. Before, it didn’t occur to me that I would seriously consider Ateneo for UP is the dream school for me. But after months of weighing the pros and cons, I found that it’s really difficult to choose because the said institutions have their own strong and weak points.
Sigh. If only life is not being complicated by processes which were invented to speed up the proceedings of human dealings supposedly, I guess I could just attend both. But as we all know, you cannot have it all. I do have to choose and you know what I hate most? Choosing.
They say that man is intelligent and lucky because he is endowed by the power of choice. Probably, yes. But as I see things now, as human life progresses coupled by the heights of technology, choosing becomes more and more complicated. In the ancient times, man would just probably have to decide whether to eat mango or apple. In these modern days, today’s choice is stringed to the future and so on. Life is supposed to be simple but when we often consider unnecessary details, things get complicated. Of course, it will be very difficult not to see that extra stuff in life. It adds thrill to our lives right?
Anyway, I still have at least two weeks to work on this dilemma. My SAT subject tests results are yet to come tomorrow so, maybe another option is about to pop between the Maroon and the Eagle. Keep you fingers closed and pray for me and all those who are caught in the tangles of education cliques. If it was just my parents who are to decide where I am to study, they’d immediately enroll me into Ateneo because they fear that I might turn into a radical but diploma-less activist due to the radical and independent environment of UP. But of course, everything depends on what I want (thank God for such parents).
So much for worrying about the future. Before I flip to another chapter of my life, I would still want to cherish the last moments that I am to be an Anthonian. Why hurry if I still have a chance to enjoy myself when I’m still young and in high school. You’ve got to love high school. ;-)
Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. So you’re actually waiting for mushiness? A few more hours and you’ll get your dose of fresh and creamy love – ‘tis Hearts’ Day!
This is a question I’ve been asking myself since the announcement of the qualifiers of the University of the Philippines College Admission Test (UPCAT). I, thankfully, passed the said examinations but unfortunately, I didn’t get the degree I really wanted. Adding up to the gravity of the situation is the fact that I also earned admission to the Ateneo de Manila University wherein I snagged a spot in the degree of my first choice.
Choosing between the two institutions is a big circumstance for me because I know that my future relies on this decision I am about to make. Before, it didn’t occur to me that I would seriously consider Ateneo for UP is the dream school for me. But after months of weighing the pros and cons, I found that it’s really difficult to choose because the said institutions have their own strong and weak points.
Sigh. If only life is not being complicated by processes which were invented to speed up the proceedings of human dealings supposedly, I guess I could just attend both. But as we all know, you cannot have it all. I do have to choose and you know what I hate most? Choosing.
They say that man is intelligent and lucky because he is endowed by the power of choice. Probably, yes. But as I see things now, as human life progresses coupled by the heights of technology, choosing becomes more and more complicated. In the ancient times, man would just probably have to decide whether to eat mango or apple. In these modern days, today’s choice is stringed to the future and so on. Life is supposed to be simple but when we often consider unnecessary details, things get complicated. Of course, it will be very difficult not to see that extra stuff in life. It adds thrill to our lives right?
Anyway, I still have at least two weeks to work on this dilemma. My SAT subject tests results are yet to come tomorrow so, maybe another option is about to pop between the Maroon and the Eagle. Keep you fingers closed and pray for me and all those who are caught in the tangles of education cliques. If it was just my parents who are to decide where I am to study, they’d immediately enroll me into Ateneo because they fear that I might turn into a radical but diploma-less activist due to the radical and independent environment of UP. But of course, everything depends on what I want (thank God for such parents).
So much for worrying about the future. Before I flip to another chapter of my life, I would still want to cherish the last moments that I am to be an Anthonian. Why hurry if I still have a chance to enjoy myself when I’m still young and in high school. You’ve got to love high school. ;-)
Sweetness,
Allyne
P.S. So you’re actually waiting for mushiness? A few more hours and you’ll get your dose of fresh and creamy love – ‘tis Hearts’ Day!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Random Beginnings
51 days.
Still, I owe you a ‘HAPPY NEW YEAR!’ greeting. It’s better late that never, right?
Fast-forward to today, aside from ‘Kong Hei Fat Choi’, I guess it’s better to wish you guys a love-filled Valentine’s month. Month, eh? Yeah, you read right – month. Admit it, when the calendar flashes February 1, your thoughts are instantly filled with heart-shaped clouds and other mushy stuff.
After a long period of ‘prose withdrawal’, I realize how precious writing is to me. The words seem to flow from my heart to my hands whenever I feel good or sad. Right now, I’m really feeling dizzy – figuratively, and the need to write happenings is totally intense. So, shall we begin?
(If you haven’t noticed, I was just rambling back there. :D)
February. Oh, the month of love when you see shimmering hearts all over the places. To those whose hypothalamuses are positively active, Valentine’s Day is the most-awaited time of the year which they are to spend with their beaus. To the love-allergic some, stopping themselves from rolling their eyes when people get mushy is a feat they need to accomplish. If you can’t really relate to that thought then, welcome to human world.
I can’t really see why people often hype about this month when the three Saint Valentines’ whose feasts we are supposed to be celebrating do not have any relation to the theme of romantic love. Sigh, the beauty of innocence.
Anyway, to sum up my introductory post on Hearts’ season, just a note for all of you out there. Taken or single, this season is for us all!
Check back for real mushy stuff soon! ;)
Sweetness to you all,
Allyne
Still, I owe you a ‘HAPPY NEW YEAR!’ greeting. It’s better late that never, right?
Fast-forward to today, aside from ‘Kong Hei Fat Choi’, I guess it’s better to wish you guys a love-filled Valentine’s month. Month, eh? Yeah, you read right – month. Admit it, when the calendar flashes February 1, your thoughts are instantly filled with heart-shaped clouds and other mushy stuff.
After a long period of ‘prose withdrawal’, I realize how precious writing is to me. The words seem to flow from my heart to my hands whenever I feel good or sad. Right now, I’m really feeling dizzy – figuratively, and the need to write happenings is totally intense. So, shall we begin?
(If you haven’t noticed, I was just rambling back there. :D)
February. Oh, the month of love when you see shimmering hearts all over the places. To those whose hypothalamuses are positively active, Valentine’s Day is the most-awaited time of the year which they are to spend with their beaus. To the love-allergic some, stopping themselves from rolling their eyes when people get mushy is a feat they need to accomplish. If you can’t really relate to that thought then, welcome to human world.
I can’t really see why people often hype about this month when the three Saint Valentines’ whose feasts we are supposed to be celebrating do not have any relation to the theme of romantic love. Sigh, the beauty of innocence.
Anyway, to sum up my introductory post on Hearts’ season, just a note for all of you out there. Taken or single, this season is for us all!
Check back for real mushy stuff soon! ;)
Sweetness to you all,
Allyne
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