Konbanwa minna-san!
Let’s take a break from all those sad moments and let the summer absorb ‘em all. Ahhh! It’s nice to break free from worries right? Try to take a deep breath and release the air along with all the tension within your heart and mind. Doesn’t that feel good? The stars are starting to come out again along with the big moon that faintly lights up the darkness. Have a gaze at those small twinklers up there and if you’re lucky enough, make a wish to a falling star you encounter.
Suffering, pain, anger and turmoil are not all that composes life. These are just ingredients to spice up our days here on Earth. Wouldn’t it be quite boring if everyone on Earth is nice and good? Good natured people exist in order to share the goodness of their hearts to those who are enveloped by darkness. If there are no people who are still searching for the light, there would be no space for sharing goodness coz everyone is already good. So take a peek into the brighter side of life. Have a smile, let out a laugh and brighten up your mood. I you don’t smile at least once in a while, why, you’ll die early because of too much grief. So, cheer up and spend time with happiness in you.
It helps!
Monday, May 22, 2006
Friday, May 19, 2006
Yami no ningen
What do you get when you spend much of your time in hate and deceit?
Seeing much of my small universe, I still don’t get the real behind reason why many people turn to hate as an outlet of failure, revenge and power. Somehow I see through their pain and ambitions for humans are not perfect creatures but still, the result of it is still vague to me.
Reason is important in order to achieve one’s goal. Whatever happens, there sure is a reason behind that but with hate, there is total blur to that.
Hate is such a strong surge of emotion that floods one’s heart and soul during times of torment and sorrow especially to those with such fragile beings within them. Whenever hate is within one’s heart, everything within him is filled with hatred too. Because of hate within one’s self, the painful reality of broken ties and ruined lives surfaces around him, leaving him in greater pain.
Whenever I see a person with such darkness within his eyes, I can’t help but feel the sadness radiating from within. It’s such a shame that people can’t help but follow what their emotions tell them for the strong forces from within won’t allow it to be disregarded. It is just like any emotion binding one’s whole with it except for the fact that hatred drowns the person’s heart and soul into the never-ending pits of obscurity, never letting that person forget of its identity.
I feel not pity for people whose hearts are drowning in the mercy of the dark for I do not feel anything at all. It feels numbing to realize that someone would let his imperfection ruin the chance given to him.
When you hate and live through hate, you do not gain anything but instead, you loose everything… life, chance and all that there is.
Seeing much of my small universe, I still don’t get the real behind reason why many people turn to hate as an outlet of failure, revenge and power. Somehow I see through their pain and ambitions for humans are not perfect creatures but still, the result of it is still vague to me.
Reason is important in order to achieve one’s goal. Whatever happens, there sure is a reason behind that but with hate, there is total blur to that.
Hate is such a strong surge of emotion that floods one’s heart and soul during times of torment and sorrow especially to those with such fragile beings within them. Whenever hate is within one’s heart, everything within him is filled with hatred too. Because of hate within one’s self, the painful reality of broken ties and ruined lives surfaces around him, leaving him in greater pain.
Whenever I see a person with such darkness within his eyes, I can’t help but feel the sadness radiating from within. It’s such a shame that people can’t help but follow what their emotions tell them for the strong forces from within won’t allow it to be disregarded. It is just like any emotion binding one’s whole with it except for the fact that hatred drowns the person’s heart and soul into the never-ending pits of obscurity, never letting that person forget of its identity.
I feel not pity for people whose hearts are drowning in the mercy of the dark for I do not feel anything at all. It feels numbing to realize that someone would let his imperfection ruin the chance given to him.
When you hate and live through hate, you do not gain anything but instead, you loose everything… life, chance and all that there is.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Sudden Bubbles
The value of a person is usually when he’s done… ironic, isn’t it? Humans tend to see only the surface of another, whether it’s good or bad yet when his life is already on the line; we realize things we haven’t realized before. That’s how stupid we humans could get.
I don’t know what happened but I can’t seem to take my mind off the fact that there’s too much tension in this world and it makes me feel so helpless but putting that aside, I myself can’t seem to find a way to at least ease that feeling.
Much has been said yet all I can say and do is to think and feel eerie without even making single move. Maybe I should become more vocal and a critical thinker so that I would be able to relieve myself from too much worry. I still believe that in the small corners of the tense situations lie faith and hope into moving on forward.
Maybe it's just that being humans is quite difficult for we are not perfect. We are not immune to such negative feelings and emotions but still I think that we should at least try to suppress and forgive. I don't know what happens inside our heads but we should treasure our lives and comrades before it's too late.
Just some blurbs on being a teen…
I don’t know what happened but I can’t seem to take my mind off the fact that there’s too much tension in this world and it makes me feel so helpless but putting that aside, I myself can’t seem to find a way to at least ease that feeling.
Much has been said yet all I can say and do is to think and feel eerie without even making single move. Maybe I should become more vocal and a critical thinker so that I would be able to relieve myself from too much worry. I still believe that in the small corners of the tense situations lie faith and hope into moving on forward.
Maybe it's just that being humans is quite difficult for we are not perfect. We are not immune to such negative feelings and emotions but still I think that we should at least try to suppress and forgive. I don't know what happens inside our heads but we should treasure our lives and comrades before it's too late.
Just some blurbs on being a teen…
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Tight sights
This is too unpredictable…
Can you imagine being deeply immersed into something that you always wanted to dedicate yourself into it, but all of the sudden the flame dies and you feel that there’s nothing left to pursue?
Sigh…
I don’t like this experience. It’s too difficult. Too painful. It’s like everything you’ve built will be turned into ashes in a snap. Every time I want to get a grip of myself and say, “Oh come on. You’ve come this far!”, I just end up laughing at myself and realize that it’s hopeless.
Giving up is worthless, I know. But still, when the one you’ve been holding on for quite sometime eventually fades away on its own, you just can’t help but let it go…
Can you imagine being deeply immersed into something that you always wanted to dedicate yourself into it, but all of the sudden the flame dies and you feel that there’s nothing left to pursue?
Sigh…
I don’t like this experience. It’s too difficult. Too painful. It’s like everything you’ve built will be turned into ashes in a snap. Every time I want to get a grip of myself and say, “Oh come on. You’ve come this far!”, I just end up laughing at myself and realize that it’s hopeless.
Giving up is worthless, I know. But still, when the one you’ve been holding on for quite sometime eventually fades away on its own, you just can’t help but let it go…
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