This is too unpredictable…
Can you imagine being deeply immersed into something that you always wanted to dedicate yourself into it, but all of the sudden the flame dies and you feel that there’s nothing left to pursue?
Sigh…
I don’t like this experience. It’s too difficult. Too painful. It’s like everything you’ve built will be turned into ashes in a snap. Every time I want to get a grip of myself and say, “Oh come on. You’ve come this far!”, I just end up laughing at myself and realize that it’s hopeless.
Giving up is worthless, I know. But still, when the one you’ve been holding on for quite sometime eventually fades away on its own, you just can’t help but let it go…
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