Thoughts Before Christmas

I'm back!

I didn't expect to be updating this time but since I came back early from the movies, I'd take advantage of the opportunity. Aside from watching a movie and having a chilled drink at a cozy cafe, I finally bought myself a Christmas gift! Guess what it is? A book of course! I soo adore Philippa Gregory's Other Boleyn Girl and because of that, I grabbed the chance to pamper my self with a simple joy when I find a discounted copy of it at a new book store called Bestsellers in Robinson's Galleria.

Speaking of Bestsellers, I found the specialty shop very cozy and accommodating because there not clutter in browsing through the numerous aisle of wonderful titles ranging from hard to find American graphic novels to award-winning novels both foreign and local. Customers are also offered comfortable seats where they can read through the books before purchasing them. It feels like heaven for bibliophiles like me! Of course, I still love hanging out at Powerbooks. And to think that Powerbooks, Bestsellers and National Bookstore are owned by same people, I can't understand my weird liking for the two earlier shops. :D

Moving on from books and shops, I made an ultimatum for myself. You see, I have this disorder called nail-biting whenever I'm tense or nervous or in a pressured state since I was a kid and I want to get rid of it. While I'm trying to fight the urge to bite, I can't do it successfully at times because I know that I can bite those dead cells off without hurting myself. But hey, I'm like, 16 years old already and it's unpleasant to see nails like that. To primarily solve my problem, I applied blue nail polish with unpleasant smell and taste on my fingernails in order to alarm me whenever I am to put my fingernails on my mouth. But still, I hope that I can still wear them at school for continuous progress, ne? Ganbatte for me!

Referring to my earlier account of watching a movie, I actually watched the controversial film The Golden Compass. Many rumors and accusations are heard about the film and the first novel of the His Dark Material trilogy, the Northern Lights by Philip Pullman, the inspiration of the said movie, but I didn't really pass my judgment on whether it's actually against the Catholic Church or not for I wasn't able to see the movie or read the book myself. Things are different now though for I had the luxury of watching the film.

Based on my observation, there is nothing about the film that mentions ideas against any religion. The way I see it, the source of conflict is because of the similarities of the history of the Catholic Church wherein it was said that the authorities incarcerated those who are believed to be practicing witchcraft and sorcery as well as forcing people of other beliefs into Catholicism. The similarities I noticed are all based on history which happened before the Reformation, Counter Reformation and the organization of the Vatican II. I, myself, am a Catholic and I do not think that such film could easily influence the faithful if they have real belief in the teachings and authority of God. Though I haven't read the book, from what I can judge so far, I can say that the Golden Compass possesses a great story line and interesting elements regardless of the countless possible interpretations. It will be a shame if people will pass judgment on something based on the opinions of others. In logic speak, that will be a fallacy of authority, Argumentum Vericundiam. See, I do learn a thing or two from my Logic Class.

Anyway, I still have to work hard to raise my SAT II scores in Math level 1, Biology and Physics. I so want to get high scores on those tests. I can kill a plant in exchange of an 800 in all those subject tests *dreaming awake*. Aside from those tests, I also have to prepare for the DOST-SEI scholarship exam and the MTAP qualification exam which will all happen on January. That is so sad! I'm just enjoying my two-week vacation from school but still, the mentioned stuffs are for me when I step into college right? On top of the upcoming tests, I am also awaiting for the results of the UPCAT, ACET and USTET. My life depends on those tests.

Seems like my Christmas wishes will be delayed for some time.

Happy Holidays! :D

Love, Allyne

P.S. I’d like you all to greet my friend, SEV/AP E-I-C, A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! *pops a party popper*